30th October 2008
Time pass so fast, I found that I have been lie to myself for long term. I know what I really seeks for and what I really want to but...can I really get as what I request? Still remember there have a people say to me that sentense and we have a promise there. I took the promise seriouly and trust it blindly and now I even doubt on it whether I have trust it wrongly or not.
Maybe from the beggining, the ending is there, is just cause we never realise and now, I already took everything simple and not important at all for me...
Promise, it is just a word...that's all...
Thanks for growing me...I will always remember...
Friday, October 31, 2008
Thursday, October 30, 2008
1st Audit Report...yeah~
30th October 2008
Finally, I complete my first audit report. I feel happy with my work although I have used 1 week to complete it, I still satisfied with that and I have some uncompleted part, my senior say will help me complete the whole and ask me don’t worry. Hehe…tomorrow he saw get my report, I think he will faint lor. Anyhow, thanks you la Ivan…this 2 weeks he s the one who give me guideline and assist me. Without him, I think I can’t even done my work happily. Really love you the most.
But once My Boss call me, she pass me a planner and tell me that those thing on the planner is my work and I need to complete on time as what she plan. She even ask me do Audit after those UBS work. Oh My God! i really tire with Audit since I know how it is gone. But anyhow, I am really thankfull that she really trust me so much and distribute those work for me to complete. i love my job. This is because I choose de...
Today he went back 1 hour earlier as office hour. Once he leaves, I feel free and start feel sleepy during working. This is because without him, I have nothing to do. Sa Lao fetch me at 6.30pm; I have been ready from 4.30pm. Haha…I felt that I am really lazy.
Sa Lao say today 8pm appointment, then when he send me back home after buying the fruit from the Ong Kim Wee., we walk along the riverside and enjoy the fruit. Then the Sa Lao pollute the environment, Opps…no no…I should say he is deco-ing the environment instead of pollute it BY HANGING THE FRUIT’S PLASTIC BAG ON TIANG NUMBER 80++ (if I not mistaken!). Go Go go…go catch him and charge him pollute the environment. Haha…
Now thinking of tomorrow plan…sometime while I busy and once I stop down, I will feel tire and always seek for a surprise or the thing that I desire for long term…how there have a surprise there for me…
Nice day~
Finally, I complete my first audit report. I feel happy with my work although I have used 1 week to complete it, I still satisfied with that and I have some uncompleted part, my senior say will help me complete the whole and ask me don’t worry. Hehe…tomorrow he saw get my report, I think he will faint lor. Anyhow, thanks you la Ivan…this 2 weeks he s the one who give me guideline and assist me. Without him, I think I can’t even done my work happily. Really love you the most.
But once My Boss call me, she pass me a planner and tell me that those thing on the planner is my work and I need to complete on time as what she plan. She even ask me do Audit after those UBS work. Oh My God! i really tire with Audit since I know how it is gone. But anyhow, I am really thankfull that she really trust me so much and distribute those work for me to complete. i love my job. This is because I choose de...
Today he went back 1 hour earlier as office hour. Once he leaves, I feel free and start feel sleepy during working. This is because without him, I have nothing to do. Sa Lao fetch me at 6.30pm; I have been ready from 4.30pm. Haha…I felt that I am really lazy.
Sa Lao say today 8pm appointment, then when he send me back home after buying the fruit from the Ong Kim Wee., we walk along the riverside and enjoy the fruit. Then the Sa Lao pollute the environment, Opps…no no…I should say he is deco-ing the environment instead of pollute it BY HANGING THE FRUIT’S PLASTIC BAG ON TIANG NUMBER 80++ (if I not mistaken!). Go Go go…go catch him and charge him pollute the environment. Haha…
Now thinking of tomorrow plan…sometime while I busy and once I stop down, I will feel tire and always seek for a surprise or the thing that I desire for long term…how there have a surprise there for me…
Nice day~
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
GooD LuCk tO both oF Us~
28th October 2008
I don’t know since when we have the same luck as each other… today work until 6.30pm then Sa Lao come and fetch me back. Once step out from my office, I feel so tire and want to fall asleep (I even in office also want to fall sleep!)
When I walk out, I saw Sa Lao sit inside his car lie on the cushion and at that moment, I have a very strong feeling that there has something happen to him. When I go up to the car, I saw his face clearly and obviously I know that he is not happy. As a result, he told me he goes to langgar a lamp post and it is 100% owe by TNB. I saw him Mou Qun Mou Lan then I feel very happy. About his K & K S/B property, that will become sunk cost and it is now become a little sick on it. Never mind, life is always the most valuable goods.
After his happen, then is my turn to get bad liao. Haizzz…I found get that my hp spoil after I back from date with my Sa Lao. Now, I already have no hp with me. Really want to BOYCOTT S**s*** liao. Hp paliah!!! I take care it as my baby, love it like my honey, and guide it like my puppy in the end it spoil like my monkey.
Today feel so bad luck since two of us got same bad thing happen together. Although I have a bit lose, I worry my Sa Lao…don’t know his mood okay or not. Saw get him so sad, I also feel sad… just want him to be happy and laugh everyday…he always don’t want me to worry so he will only tell me all the good thing, show me all his happy face but in the others side, he will hide it off and turn it off. Sa Lao Sa Lao, Sa Po don’t want you sad sad…smile smile…think of me if you still not happy…
Good Lcuk… Hao de lai, Huai de qi…Hao de lai, Huai de qi...this is what my Sa Lao always say to me de. ( like praying leh…haha…yes. he is...keke!)
Who say only guy can give flower to girl de...hehe...
I am now dedicate this handmade flower to my dear Sa Lao...
I want him to be happy because of me...
Sa Lao Sa Loa, you ok liao bor?Smile smile...
I don’t know since when we have the same luck as each other… today work until 6.30pm then Sa Lao come and fetch me back. Once step out from my office, I feel so tire and want to fall asleep (I even in office also want to fall sleep!)
When I walk out, I saw Sa Lao sit inside his car lie on the cushion and at that moment, I have a very strong feeling that there has something happen to him. When I go up to the car, I saw his face clearly and obviously I know that he is not happy. As a result, he told me he goes to langgar a lamp post and it is 100% owe by TNB. I saw him Mou Qun Mou Lan then I feel very happy. About his K & K S/B property, that will become sunk cost and it is now become a little sick on it. Never mind, life is always the most valuable goods.
After his happen, then is my turn to get bad liao. Haizzz…I found get that my hp spoil after I back from date with my Sa Lao. Now, I already have no hp with me. Really want to BOYCOTT S**s*** liao. Hp paliah!!! I take care it as my baby, love it like my honey, and guide it like my puppy in the end it spoil like my monkey.
Today feel so bad luck since two of us got same bad thing happen together. Although I have a bit lose, I worry my Sa Lao…don’t know his mood okay or not. Saw get him so sad, I also feel sad… just want him to be happy and laugh everyday…he always don’t want me to worry so he will only tell me all the good thing, show me all his happy face but in the others side, he will hide it off and turn it off. Sa Lao Sa Lao, Sa Po don’t want you sad sad…smile smile…think of me if you still not happy…
Good Lcuk… Hao de lai, Huai de qi…Hao de lai, Huai de qi...this is what my Sa Lao always say to me de. ( like praying leh…haha…yes. he is...keke!)
Who say only guy can give flower to girl de...hehe...
I am now dedicate this handmade flower to my dear Sa Lao...
I want him to be happy because of me...
Sa Lao Sa Loa, you ok liao bor?Smile smile...
Monday, October 27, 2008
mY woRkiNg + CasUal Sho3sSs...
27th October 2008
Summary the week of my job I found that I have really done less work compare with my senior. Start from tomorrow, I going to work faster and better. And now, my whole families’ member back to their workplace and going to start their work on tomorrow.
Just now went to shopping with my lovingly parent and today finally I done my work in buying shoes for my working purpose. Huuuuuuuuu….finally…mission accomplish! Yesterday Sa Lao go to JJ then I shun bian ask him help me this Sa Po to have a look on the shoes department see whether got any offer or not. Then he told me that there have sales 50% to 70%. Thanks God! I have place to buy my shoes...
Just now went to JJ, sweat...in the end I bought the 2 new shoes which are NEW ARRIVAL. For you guy information: NR have no discount de. Sweat!!! After bouthg it, I just realise that I have 2 black color’s shoes and it also bought from JJ. I wonder since when I support JJ so much? Haha… itu Rain complaint me say why girl so choosy and ma fan to buy many shirt, skirt and shoes. He say we girl wear so pretty also is for guy to see. Haha…tau pun!
Appearance always very important and is people first impression ma. The first day you date your lover or target you also wear like a VASE la. Tak kan you wear short pant + slipper + pajamas dating ma.
Always : Right place + right attire + with right action
If not cause of you guy; girl wear so pretty it will also become meaningless. Susah, really susah. Wear casual, people may complaint said why wear so simple. When we wear formal and pretty, guy pula complaint we choosy. So what should I going to wear wor? Any comment and recommendation?
Summary the week of my job I found that I have really done less work compare with my senior. Start from tomorrow, I going to work faster and better. And now, my whole families’ member back to their workplace and going to start their work on tomorrow.
Just now went to shopping with my lovingly parent and today finally I done my work in buying shoes for my working purpose. Huuuuuuuuu….finally…mission accomplish! Yesterday Sa Lao go to JJ then I shun bian ask him help me this Sa Po to have a look on the shoes department see whether got any offer or not. Then he told me that there have sales 50% to 70%. Thanks God! I have place to buy my shoes...
Just now went to JJ, sweat...in the end I bought the 2 new shoes which are NEW ARRIVAL. For you guy information: NR have no discount de. Sweat!!! After bouthg it, I just realise that I have 2 black color’s shoes and it also bought from JJ. I wonder since when I support JJ so much? Haha… itu Rain complaint me say why girl so choosy and ma fan to buy many shirt, skirt and shoes. He say we girl wear so pretty also is for guy to see. Haha…tau pun!
Appearance always very important and is people first impression ma. The first day you date your lover or target you also wear like a VASE la. Tak kan you wear short pant + slipper + pajamas dating ma.
Always : Right place + right attire + with right action
If not cause of you guy; girl wear so pretty it will also become meaningless. Susah, really susah. Wear casual, people may complaint said why wear so simple. When we wear formal and pretty, guy pula complaint we choosy. So what should I going to wear wor? Any comment and recommendation?
DoN't KnOw WhO ChoSSy LoR!!!
Those are my existing and new members…nice nice…
MY EXISTING MEMBERs
This is main formal shoes from BONIA
This is 2nd Main from Primavera
NEW MEMBERs
This is my working high heel from NAUTINI
This is casual wear slipper from HAWKEYE
*p/s: SPECIAL THANKS TO MY SPONSOR:
MY LOVINGLY MUMMY!!!!!
Friday, October 24, 2008
FriDay...
24th October 2008
Finally, today is Friday. I found that I still haven complete my audit report. Don’t care! Since my boss didn’t give me a dateline and I just pretend don’t know for this moment. Too bad! How can I work like that…haha…is ok. I think I can handle it.
Found out that my Friday is a busy day and is a rest day for me, but don’t think that I have time to rest and go as what I plan. Life is always unpredictable.
Today let my Sa Lao send me here and there and cause him late to his appointment. I really feel so sorry and feel guilty on him. I like always give him trouble and didn’t bring to him any happiness… sound so bad.
He said want to go to walk around after his work. Although tomorrow is Saturday but I still need to work OT. I really feel tire now. Then my LOVINGLY MUM pula sit beside me and want to have a pillow talk with me. Swt...I ask her go to talk with her pillow instead of talk to me and I even fall asleep while I having my entertainment.
Since my Sa Lao say want to go out and hang around, I really willing and will sacrificed my rest and sleep for him. This is because I feel happy to see him and it is just an indescribable for me to explain and there have no why. Maybe it just like what people says; sometime the feeling only those who can feel it will know the reason why you do so. I always believe that.
Now already 11pm…that Sa Lao haven calls me yet. Don’t know how his work was and how was his day…hope he is okay with his work and don’t get too tire ya…
Thursday, October 23, 2008
I have A gd SeNioRRRRR..
23rd October 2008
Time pass very fast and today already is Thursday; I feel my life very colorful and happy cause of my job. Early in the morning feel very tire and a bit lazy wants to wake up but then receive a message from my lovingly cousin and chat with him awhile I decided to wake up.
While on my way to my workplace, there have a little rain and I feel the weather was so nice. Once step into my room, I saw there have a piece of paper put on my table and I can recognize that was Ivan’s handwriting.
Once I finished read the little memo, I feel so happy cause he purposely drop me a note and give me some explanation for me as guideline to do my work. Heard my friends’ complaint some of their senior very bad and so unfriendly but my senior keep help me and even state me the little memo. Really feel happy to have it.
Today took my lunch with my Sa Lao and he say I wear the shirt very funny look so fat. Sob sob, don’t want wear that ugly shirt liao.
p/s: he didn’t say so but he meant it. haha…later got people want to kill me liao. but then I also feel that shirt very big and make me look huge. Paliah SODA~ haha...
Today let my Sa Lao wait awhile then faster fly out, if not he going to wait for me until he faint. Tomorrow is Friday, going to OT until late night then I can directly go to Jonker have a walk since I already long time didn’t enjoy my private personal period at there. So, tomorrow I OT no need let him wait. If not he sure become a orang gila outside my office…
After tomorrow going to holiday for 3 days, I love my day…
Is there anyone want to date??hehe...I seeking for entertainment...Cause sit at home make me very Sian...I DON"T WANTS...
Muaks…
Time pass very fast and today already is Thursday; I feel my life very colorful and happy cause of my job. Early in the morning feel very tire and a bit lazy wants to wake up but then receive a message from my lovingly cousin and chat with him awhile I decided to wake up.
While on my way to my workplace, there have a little rain and I feel the weather was so nice. Once step into my room, I saw there have a piece of paper put on my table and I can recognize that was Ivan’s handwriting.
Once I finished read the little memo, I feel so happy cause he purposely drop me a note and give me some explanation for me as guideline to do my work. Heard my friends’ complaint some of their senior very bad and so unfriendly but my senior keep help me and even state me the little memo. Really feel happy to have it.
Today took my lunch with my Sa Lao and he say I wear the shirt very funny look so fat. Sob sob, don’t want wear that ugly shirt liao.
p/s: he didn’t say so but he meant it. haha…later got people want to kill me liao. but then I also feel that shirt very big and make me look huge. Paliah SODA~ haha...
Today let my Sa Lao wait awhile then faster fly out, if not he going to wait for me until he faint. Tomorrow is Friday, going to OT until late night then I can directly go to Jonker have a walk since I already long time didn’t enjoy my private personal period at there. So, tomorrow I OT no need let him wait. If not he sure become a orang gila outside my office…
After tomorrow going to holiday for 3 days, I love my day…
Is there anyone want to date??hehe...I seeking for entertainment...Cause sit at home make me very Sian...I DON"T WANTS...
Muaks…
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
AnGry Not Good FoR HeAltH
21th October 2008
Just back from dinner with my sa lao at supper time, I keep like that sure become fatty and ugly...BAD!Start from tomorrow must stay at home guai guai liao. Don't want always eat at late night. just now, my Sa Lao, itu budak now d pek cek liao cus scare i angry him by chas***g me out from his C*r.
Then I said I didn't angry at all CAUSE I NOT DARE TO ANGRY HIM but he take it so serious and maybe this is what people call: XIN XU. Cause he do wrong thing liao then sure scare people will angry, but no! I didn't angry at all...Cause I Not dare ma. Takut gua...
Then he bring me go to dinner and buy me a Mc Flurry (My favorite) then want to tam me back. mana tau I ini budak degil sangat, keep naughty him til he pek cek liao...
I AM NOW OFFICIALLY INFORM YOU-MY DEAR SA LAO: I DIDN'T ANGRY AT ALL.
YOUR SA PO NOT THAT SMALL GAS...
Just back from dinner with my sa lao at supper time, I keep like that sure become fatty and ugly...BAD!Start from tomorrow must stay at home guai guai liao. Don't want always eat at late night. just now, my Sa Lao, itu budak now d pek cek liao cus scare i angry him by chas***g me out from his C*r.
Then I said I didn't angry at all CAUSE I NOT DARE TO ANGRY HIM but he take it so serious and maybe this is what people call: XIN XU. Cause he do wrong thing liao then sure scare people will angry, but no! I didn't angry at all...Cause I Not dare ma. Takut gua...
Then he bring me go to dinner and buy me a Mc Flurry (My favorite) then want to tam me back. mana tau I ini budak degil sangat, keep naughty him til he pek cek liao...
I AM NOW OFFICIALLY INFORM YOU-MY DEAR SA LAO: I DIDN'T ANGRY AT ALL.
YOUR SA PO NOT THAT SMALL GAS...
Love YA~ I Didn't angry you la...Bu seh de ma...
Then when reach home chat with YK, he draw me many item as present in msn so cute...got lolipop, flower, house, earth and etc.
There have one i love the most is the colourful strawberry...
here it is...Thanks to Yk...i now in good mood d...
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
TirEeeeee
21st October 2008
Today just finish do claim form haven do posting but early in the morning, my boss already come to me and ask me prepare w/p which need PPE, Section, Director Account and etc. i just put my work aside and start do audit. It will be my first audit. I need to prepare audit w/p and procedure…luckily Ivan has beside me to give me some draft picture.
By the way, ini budak pun just pass me some information and already pek me aside. Mean I need to settle all by my own. This time I really Mampus liao! Langgar tiang langgar sampai mati pun tak dapat buat.
The worst for me is: the document client send to me all are handwriting de lor! Siao liao lor, this time really siao liao lor…I not even can read their handwriting lor. Sian liao…
Finally today can back a bit earlier, but then I still let my Sa Lao wait for half an hour. Sorry…I really don’t want de… but then once I reach home, he pula chase me out from his car. Sob sob…yesterday say want to celebrate his birthday with him, who know he say he don’t want me to celebrate… and plus today kena chase out from his car, my glass heart already break liao… Sob Sob…sad.
Once reach home, I feel extremely tire and fall zz…while in my dreamland, heard mum said indirectly: really so tire meh? Yes, I really tire…
Monday, October 20, 2008
1st day WORK...
20th October 2008
Today is the first day for my work. It is really a brand new day. Early in the morning I already feel very tire and want to fall asleep. No choice, I have to go too since is my job.
Early in the morning reach office I meet the first colleague, Sue which is also my supervisor and there have another 2 colleague Ivan and Sara. Once I step into the office, I was wondering mana itu I punya tempat. Sue calls me and brings me into a room and tells me that is my place for my work. Oh My God! My room same size as my boss. My eye already open as big as goldfish… Sue tells me because our boss haven arrange properly so temporary give me the room until my boss arrange it. Mean:if my boss use 1 month to arrange, then I will own the room for 1 month... Oh My Godness... My room even same size as my boss. I got a personnel air-con, pc, nice chair and a big table.
Time pass pass pass pass pass……..
It already 5:30am…but I too concentrate until I didn’t realize that the time pass so fast till it already 6:30pm I still in office do my work and suddenly I feel something vibrating… Oh ya, it is my hp. Know who is that? My Sa Lao message me! Oh My God! I forgot that he 5:30pm come to fetch me and cause he don’t want I feel burden and Kalan-Kabut rush my work then he wait for me quietly outside my office for 1 hours++…and where got people so silly wait at outside for 1 hours+ then just message me…Haizzz…I am really sorry to my dear Sa Lao.
Sorry for letting him wait till so long and he really wait for me outside my office for 1 hours and didn’t complaint anything. By the way, next time don’t do so okay…I can walk back home. Don’t worry, I will try to be independent if not, one day you are not beside me, and who am I going to rely on…
Although today is my first day for my work make me feel tire and a bit headache by seeing those document and figure, but I still love my job since it is my job and I will always tell myself: Sky oh sky…You love your job. You love your job. Today is your first day go to work...go go go…
*This is my room for temporary...I love my boss the most...since when you saw a trainee can have a room and same size as boss de...
Today is the first day for my work. It is really a brand new day. Early in the morning I already feel very tire and want to fall asleep. No choice, I have to go too since is my job.
Early in the morning reach office I meet the first colleague, Sue which is also my supervisor and there have another 2 colleague Ivan and Sara. Once I step into the office, I was wondering mana itu I punya tempat. Sue calls me and brings me into a room and tells me that is my place for my work. Oh My God! My room same size as my boss. My eye already open as big as goldfish… Sue tells me because our boss haven arrange properly so temporary give me the room until my boss arrange it. Mean:if my boss use 1 month to arrange, then I will own the room for 1 month... Oh My Godness... My room even same size as my boss. I got a personnel air-con, pc, nice chair and a big table.
Time pass pass pass pass pass……..
It already 5:30am…but I too concentrate until I didn’t realize that the time pass so fast till it already 6:30pm I still in office do my work and suddenly I feel something vibrating… Oh ya, it is my hp. Know who is that? My Sa Lao message me! Oh My God! I forgot that he 5:30pm come to fetch me and cause he don’t want I feel burden and Kalan-Kabut rush my work then he wait for me quietly outside my office for 1 hours++…and where got people so silly wait at outside for 1 hours+ then just message me…Haizzz…I am really sorry to my dear Sa Lao.
Sorry for letting him wait till so long and he really wait for me outside my office for 1 hours and didn’t complaint anything. By the way, next time don’t do so okay…I can walk back home. Don’t worry, I will try to be independent if not, one day you are not beside me, and who am I going to rely on…
Although today is my first day for my work make me feel tire and a bit headache by seeing those document and figure, but I still love my job since it is my job and I will always tell myself: Sky oh sky…You love your job. You love your job. Today is your first day go to work...go go go…
*This is my room for temporary...I love my boss the most...since when you saw a trainee can have a room and same size as boss de...
Love mean??
19th October 2008
I just question few of my friends about the view of love (it is a guy survey.). The answer they gave really surprise me. Some of my friend even gives me this equation:
relation=trouble
quarrel=fed up
love=cari pasal.
I don’t know since when lover become a trouble? If you really feel like your girlfriend will trouble you, then why you take this trouble? Do not ever forget about this: You are the one who select her to become your trouble.
If you have same thought as the equation above which mean You haven meet the one who you really love.
Girl will always seek for the one who can really care about them and who really love them. There have a friend ask me about this question: why girl can let go the love easily? No. Girl isn’t. Girl is always the one who can’t let go the relation once they are in love it is because for them, they will hold the hand till the end and guy is always the one who cause them let go the relation.
Before you hold one person's hand, always question yourself: Are you going to hold her till the end…It is easy to hold but it is not easy to let it go...
If you found that he or she is not your love one, please let it go. This is because while you let he or she go, at the meanwhile, you are actually letting yourself go as well.
Love wasn't put in your heart to stay. Love isn't love til you give it
Sunday, October 19, 2008
SaY bYe ByE tO eXaM!
18th October 2008
Finally today I finished my last paper. Maybe because of I didn’t sleep for whole night with my Sa La. It cause I feel very tire and lack of oxygen when I was answering my paper. When I saw my paper, the first thing come across my mind is: can I sleep for awhile then just answer my paper?
Tik Tok Tik Tok Tik Tok…after a moment…something was happened…
Amazing…I saw a student sleep on the table for quite long time…look!!!!! That student is…Wei Jie…haha very sweat! I thought I tire and want to sleep but he even Keng than me. Saw him lie on the table and put the question paper and answer sheet aside, he really was my idol.
11.30am…I feel that I am dying in the studio. I wake up clean up my thing and decide to leave the hall before I cant. When I pass by Wei Jie’s seat…hehe…guess what is he doing there? He is still sleeping…he really tire…
I with Wei Jie already have a date to take our lunch together but in the end both of us come out an agreement to terminate our date due to some circumstances. It is because two of us already going to collapse and lack of plenty oxygen and we decided go to bed instead of go to meal.
Until night time, Sa Lao call me and we have our meal at TWS at Jusco. After the meal, he brings me go to Swim Car River at Machap. I feel very nice to sit in the car with him go to round the place although along the road was extremely dark and I have a bit scare of this kind of darkness due to my personal reason but I am still okay since Sa Lao is beside me.
Once we finish our trip from Machap, we go to riverside to have a sit there. We enjoy the environment and the night view of the riverside a lot. It is really peaceful and very sweet view. At there, we chat a lot and we even fold a paper boat n put inside the river…until 1am, we just leave there with our full contented heart…
Finally today I finished my last paper. Maybe because of I didn’t sleep for whole night with my Sa La. It cause I feel very tire and lack of oxygen when I was answering my paper. When I saw my paper, the first thing come across my mind is: can I sleep for awhile then just answer my paper?
Tik Tok Tik Tok Tik Tok…after a moment…something was happened…
Amazing…I saw a student sleep on the table for quite long time…look!!!!! That student is…Wei Jie…haha very sweat! I thought I tire and want to sleep but he even Keng than me. Saw him lie on the table and put the question paper and answer sheet aside, he really was my idol.
11.30am…I feel that I am dying in the studio. I wake up clean up my thing and decide to leave the hall before I cant. When I pass by Wei Jie’s seat…hehe…guess what is he doing there? He is still sleeping…he really tire…
I with Wei Jie already have a date to take our lunch together but in the end both of us come out an agreement to terminate our date due to some circumstances. It is because two of us already going to collapse and lack of plenty oxygen and we decided go to bed instead of go to meal.
Until night time, Sa Lao call me and we have our meal at TWS at Jusco. After the meal, he brings me go to Swim Car River at Machap. I feel very nice to sit in the car with him go to round the place although along the road was extremely dark and I have a bit scare of this kind of darkness due to my personal reason but I am still okay since Sa Lao is beside me.
Once we finish our trip from Machap, we go to riverside to have a sit there. We enjoy the environment and the night view of the riverside a lot. It is really peaceful and very sweet view. At there, we chat a lot and we even fold a paper boat n put inside the river…until 1am, we just leave there with our full contented heart…
Friday, October 17, 2008
I finish exam liao meh?
17th October 2008
Is time for me to sit for the last paper…I really admire myself a lot, this is because I haven finish my study and I not even have complete tutorial for me to practice those question. Although it was an elective but I also need to study. Just now ask Wei Jie whether got complete tutorial or not.I found that his condition same as mine…haha…but he said going to take from JF and later help me Photostat and ask me get it from him by tonight after 10.30pm. Yeah, I am so happy to have him give me the help.
Keke…another thing make me admire myself a lot is I already have a plan for tomorrow after my exam.
Wei Jie say want to take lunch with me right after our exam. Then he plan to go Sibaraku take Sushi with me. Hehe…he said want to treat me eat at there cause is his birthday. (*p/s: his birthday already pass, but due to exam we didn’t celebrate so now delay to after exam.)
After lunch with him, maybe will have a meet with my beloved jimui-MB and Fen. This is because MB coming back today and she said after my exam want to see me. Love ya, she always miss me a lot…(I am SS-ing.hehe…)
Then after the meet with them, I am going to get my cloth for my work. I am now running out of time. I was wondering where I can get a cheaper and nice cloth so that I can look exclusive and look more professional. Mummy comes out an idea for me then I get the place to get my cloth. Love her…
Night time was my last activity and also is the best among the best. This is because the weather…it already is a night time, feel free to play due to sunless weather. Love the night moment.
8pm++ going to have dinner with my dear Sa Lao and after that we going to watch movie at DP and the movie is Disaster Movie. For those who under age please don’t watch ok cause this is 18PL de. Tomorrow night after I watched, I just tell you guy whether it is Nice or not ok...hehe...
This is me, haven finish exam but I already have those activities to celebrate my day.
I am now looking forward to my day…All the best…for tomorrow exam.
Jay Chou's O O song
17th October 2008
Be honest, I not really like to listen Jay Chou’s song. This is because I feel like he sing or not actually is the same cause of his singing tone and the song like without lyric. Some of his song, when I heard, I feel very noisy and the song likes making noise. (*p/s: it is just my little opinion. Jay Chou’s fan, don’t come across me to beat me. Especially my Jimui - Jaclyn. hehe…and my Sa Lao also is Jay Chou punya Kawan Karib..hehe~)
Since his previous album was launch, Secret and the Cow boy, I feel that I started to like his song and until today the latest album- Capricorn. I really like his song especially the O O song.(Jay Chou's fan, for sure you know which song I am talking about if you are loyal enough...hehe).
The first time I heard about this song is last 2 weeks' Saturday night when I was at my shop with my Sa Lao and this Sa Lao show me the song’s MV. I feel quite nice when I listen to this song. In the MV, you can saw a Ah Pek Tarik the Beca...he also O O~ing...sweat...
For you guy information: this is because my Sa Lao keep sing the O O to me and until today…once I listen to this song, I will think about the naughty Sa Lao sing this naughty tone to me with his naughty face and his naughty action. I can't even forget about it until now. Oh My GOD! We always create many memorable moment, action and happened between us and until now, it is unforgettable to me. This is because it is really very funny!
Tomorrow going to exam, this Sa Lao even go to Youtube search the funny MV and send it to me to release my tension. By the way, my dear oh my dear, did you know that I keep play the song and cause me failed to study and laugh crazy because of your O O tone? Haha, I really faint with the O O tone that you sing to me…
O O O O O O O O O...................
You see la, O til now I still haven finish study...Sob Sob... I already O O for whole day...Hope tomorrow paper don't O O then I will be very happy.
For those who not yet listen to this song, can go to get it because it is really nice…
Faster go...Don't miss it!!!
Those are the album cover and some poster
(some are come from my Sa Lao)
*p/s: I am still not his fan yet...hehe
Be honest, I not really like to listen Jay Chou’s song. This is because I feel like he sing or not actually is the same cause of his singing tone and the song like without lyric. Some of his song, when I heard, I feel very noisy and the song likes making noise. (*p/s: it is just my little opinion. Jay Chou’s fan, don’t come across me to beat me. Especially my Jimui - Jaclyn. hehe…and my Sa Lao also is Jay Chou punya Kawan Karib..hehe~)
Since his previous album was launch, Secret and the Cow boy, I feel that I started to like his song and until today the latest album- Capricorn. I really like his song especially the O O song.(Jay Chou's fan, for sure you know which song I am talking about if you are loyal enough...hehe).
The first time I heard about this song is last 2 weeks' Saturday night when I was at my shop with my Sa Lao and this Sa Lao show me the song’s MV. I feel quite nice when I listen to this song. In the MV, you can saw a Ah Pek Tarik the Beca...he also O O~ing...sweat...
For you guy information: this is because my Sa Lao keep sing the O O to me and until today…once I listen to this song, I will think about the naughty Sa Lao sing this naughty tone to me with his naughty face and his naughty action. I can't even forget about it until now. Oh My GOD! We always create many memorable moment, action and happened between us and until now, it is unforgettable to me. This is because it is really very funny!
Tomorrow going to exam, this Sa Lao even go to Youtube search the funny MV and send it to me to release my tension. By the way, my dear oh my dear, did you know that I keep play the song and cause me failed to study and laugh crazy because of your O O tone? Haha, I really faint with the O O tone that you sing to me…
O O O O O O O O O...................
You see la, O til now I still haven finish study...Sob Sob... I already O O for whole day...Hope tomorrow paper don't O O then I will be very happy.
For those who not yet listen to this song, can go to get it because it is really nice…
Faster go...Don't miss it!!!
Those are the album cover and some poster
(some are come from my Sa Lao)
*p/s: I am still not his fan yet...hehe
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Whr is your courage?
16th October 2008
There have same thing keep appear on my mind, I was thinking it is what I am doing now is correct? Fen always says I always know what I want. It is true? I start wondering when the thing is there for me to decide. KK ask me the question makes me have a very strong feeling on it. I think it is already not because of my decision anymore. Ya, I recall the happened, maybe Fen is correct. I always want myself to know what I always seek for and what I always want.
Panda always force me to admit and he always wants me not to deny the true feeling. He is very right but I am very suffer when he keep repeat the same thing for me to think back. I admit and I always accept what he want me to. This is because I know his motive. I have the very strong feeling to choose what I want, he is one of the causes always make my way clear.
Now is their way not clear and not sincere to their own self, what I can do and I can help I already give the maximum, just hope they always know what they really want.
Face, always needs more courage,
Escape, always need more than face it.
And…
Regret, always worst than escape…
It can make you regret for whole lifes…don’t because of your timid, your coward and your nervous make you lost the thing most important in your life.
I am really Meant it...
There have same thing keep appear on my mind, I was thinking it is what I am doing now is correct? Fen always says I always know what I want. It is true? I start wondering when the thing is there for me to decide. KK ask me the question makes me have a very strong feeling on it. I think it is already not because of my decision anymore. Ya, I recall the happened, maybe Fen is correct. I always want myself to know what I always seek for and what I always want.
Panda always force me to admit and he always wants me not to deny the true feeling. He is very right but I am very suffer when he keep repeat the same thing for me to think back. I admit and I always accept what he want me to. This is because I know his motive. I have the very strong feeling to choose what I want, he is one of the causes always make my way clear.
Now is their way not clear and not sincere to their own self, what I can do and I can help I already give the maximum, just hope they always know what they really want.
Face, always needs more courage,
Escape, always need more than face it.
And…
Regret, always worst than escape…
It can make you regret for whole lifes…don’t because of your timid, your coward and your nervous make you lost the thing most important in your life.
I am really Meant it...
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Sui Tou Tip Tei liao
15th October, 2008
Today really is my bad day. Last 2 days I found that my pc has some problem and I failed to on it. Since I have no idea to settle my pc I call up Steve come and help me to check my pc. After the consultation, he told me my pc problem is cause of partition crash. I thought it was a small matter maybe after format everything will be alright.
Then yesterday Sa Lao accompany me sent my pc go to checkup and I got back my pc today. Once Sa Lao finish plug in the entire weir, I feel so happy because I can online and I can on my pc as usual. I have been transferring my line back to my home sweet home. Once I on my pc…OH My GOD! I found that all of my C drive data have gone! Wah…amazing! I lost all of my data, document, song, picture and all!!!
It really collapses me when I saw all of my data gone. I almost cry and feel so heart pain due to all of my memorable picture, favorite song, private document and etc. I found that I really very bad luck, the Sa Lao pula ask me next time must save as many backup as I can. I really want to hang myself.
While I was pekcek-ing…Yew calls me up and chats with me. I told him about my bad day, he just keep make me laugh and let me forget about the bad thing. After chat with him, I really feel okay and feel release. Just like what I told my jimui-LayChee…the thing already happened, instead of sad, why not try to cover up or recover it by using a better matter or way.
In the end, here have a heavy rain, after a bath…I really want to rest. This is because I already Sui Tou Tip Tei liao~ No more bad luck!.
Today really is my bad day. Last 2 days I found that my pc has some problem and I failed to on it. Since I have no idea to settle my pc I call up Steve come and help me to check my pc. After the consultation, he told me my pc problem is cause of partition crash. I thought it was a small matter maybe after format everything will be alright.
Then yesterday Sa Lao accompany me sent my pc go to checkup and I got back my pc today. Once Sa Lao finish plug in the entire weir, I feel so happy because I can online and I can on my pc as usual. I have been transferring my line back to my home sweet home. Once I on my pc…OH My GOD! I found that all of my C drive data have gone! Wah…amazing! I lost all of my data, document, song, picture and all!!!
It really collapses me when I saw all of my data gone. I almost cry and feel so heart pain due to all of my memorable picture, favorite song, private document and etc. I found that I really very bad luck, the Sa Lao pula ask me next time must save as many backup as I can. I really want to hang myself.
While I was pekcek-ing…Yew calls me up and chats with me. I told him about my bad day, he just keep make me laugh and let me forget about the bad thing. After chat with him, I really feel okay and feel release. Just like what I told my jimui-LayChee…the thing already happened, instead of sad, why not try to cover up or recover it by using a better matter or way.
In the end, here have a heavy rain, after a bath…I really want to rest. This is because I already Sui Tou Tip Tei liao~ No more bad luck!.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
I am free from bias~
10th October 2008
I get an offer from KP Tan. I need to go KL for 3 months time. I have many questions and problem come to me from the day I receive the offer. I thought there have no problem for me to overcome my problem but in the end I found that I was wrong.
My friends and family keep ask me to stay at here and don’t go to KL and stay alone there. This is because they Bu Se De I go.
From the day they question me, I keep asking myself whether I really want to go or not. In the end I found that I hope to go and I wish to try the life there.
Once I get the offer, I was so happy and I call up Sa Lao to share with him my happiness. When the moment I hug him, I feel very happy and sad for no reason. I think maybe I Bu Se De him as well since this few months, he are everyday beside me.
I have asked him for several times whether he wants me to go or not. He told me no matter what my decision be, he will support me and he will never change no matter where I gone. When I heard that, I really feel happy and feel free and easy to leave.
He told me that he really doesn’t want me to go. He told me once he heard I said I am going to KL, he feel upset instead of happy. Because of my future and it is what I want, he told me he will support me with no reason. He said he not going to be selfish just want me to stay beside him and stop me from doing my career.
He knows that is my dream and my wish. He also told me that he will travel to KL when I was there. I know he just try to comfort me. I know...
He can sacrifice his life for me, why I can’t sacrifice my future because of him?
I was really considering the matter for several days due to this matter. And today...I found the answer for myself.
I get an offer from KP Tan. I need to go KL for 3 months time. I have many questions and problem come to me from the day I receive the offer. I thought there have no problem for me to overcome my problem but in the end I found that I was wrong.
My friends and family keep ask me to stay at here and don’t go to KL and stay alone there. This is because they Bu Se De I go.
From the day they question me, I keep asking myself whether I really want to go or not. In the end I found that I hope to go and I wish to try the life there.
Once I get the offer, I was so happy and I call up Sa Lao to share with him my happiness. When the moment I hug him, I feel very happy and sad for no reason. I think maybe I Bu Se De him as well since this few months, he are everyday beside me.
I have asked him for several times whether he wants me to go or not. He told me no matter what my decision be, he will support me and he will never change no matter where I gone. When I heard that, I really feel happy and feel free and easy to leave.
He told me that he really doesn’t want me to go. He told me once he heard I said I am going to KL, he feel upset instead of happy. Because of my future and it is what I want, he told me he will support me with no reason. He said he not going to be selfish just want me to stay beside him and stop me from doing my career.
He knows that is my dream and my wish. He also told me that he will travel to KL when I was there. I know he just try to comfort me. I know...
He can sacrifice his life for me, why I can’t sacrifice my future because of him?
I was really considering the matter for several days due to this matter. And today...I found the answer for myself.
Exam lor~
5th October 2008
Oh My Dear GOD! Later my exam going to hold at CITS Lab 1 and I am now very tire to study all the note, formula, section and etc. I am really tire with those genius section but what to do? I can only send message to some of friends to support them mentally as to support myself as well.
Look at the Sa Lao sit beside me watching movie, I feel worry cause he always because of me then make himself tire but he never say. I don’t want become his burden instead of happiness. I know him for so many seasons, I not dare to say I understand him very well but at least I know what his thinking. We know each other thought as well. Just don’t want he suffer because of me this little girl.
Almost dawn…look at his tire face, I really have no idea to ask him back although I really hope he can stay beside me. I ask him back to rest but he seem can read my mind and ask me not to worry about him. In the end, I chase him go to have a good sleep and he followed at last. I knew; I knew he was very tire at that moment.
After a moment, is my turn feel tire and it almost time for me to exam, I went to bed have a short rest to refresh my mind. He was just next to me to rest. Look at his tire and sweetie face, I am really feel heart pain and sorry to him. This is because he always put me at the first place and suffers himself. Just want him to have a good rest.
Oh My Dear GOD! Later my exam going to hold at CITS Lab 1 and I am now very tire to study all the note, formula, section and etc. I am really tire with those genius section but what to do? I can only send message to some of friends to support them mentally as to support myself as well.
Look at the Sa Lao sit beside me watching movie, I feel worry cause he always because of me then make himself tire but he never say. I don’t want become his burden instead of happiness. I know him for so many seasons, I not dare to say I understand him very well but at least I know what his thinking. We know each other thought as well. Just don’t want he suffer because of me this little girl.
Almost dawn…look at his tire face, I really have no idea to ask him back although I really hope he can stay beside me. I ask him back to rest but he seem can read my mind and ask me not to worry about him. In the end, I chase him go to have a good sleep and he followed at last. I knew; I knew he was very tire at that moment.
After a moment, is my turn feel tire and it almost time for me to exam, I went to bed have a short rest to refresh my mind. He was just next to me to rest. Look at his tire and sweetie face, I am really feel heart pain and sorry to him. This is because he always put me at the first place and suffers himself. Just want him to have a good rest.
Friday, October 10, 2008
Not tire?
4th October 2008
Today is the 3rd day this Sa Lao stay beside me. I don’t know since when I feel free to see him every morning when I am awake. No, I think I should say once I open my eye. He is just next to me. Where got people like that? Always no need to sleep but still full with energy…I am curious and worry as well. I am curios about how come he was so powerful and energetic. I am worry he will not have enough sleep and rest to do his work.
After a break, we were having our dinner just next to my house. After the meal, he sends me back to home and he just leave. I feel fresh when he was with me. I feel happy and comfortable when he is there for me. I don’t know how his feel. Hope I won’t always a trouble for him ya.
Today is the 3rd day this Sa Lao stay beside me. I don’t know since when I feel free to see him every morning when I am awake. No, I think I should say once I open my eye. He is just next to me. Where got people like that? Always no need to sleep but still full with energy…I am curious and worry as well. I am curios about how come he was so powerful and energetic. I am worry he will not have enough sleep and rest to do his work.
After a break, we were having our dinner just next to my house. After the meal, he sends me back to home and he just leave. I feel fresh when he was with me. I feel happy and comfortable when he is there for me. I don’t know how his feel. Hope I won’t always a trouble for him ya.
Rainy day
3rd October 2008
This is the 2nd day this Sa Lao stay with me, and tonight, he fall a sleep with my little Sin Chan. Looking at his funny sleeping look, I feel so funny and cute when I look at him but he never notice of it.
Again, the night was dark and cold; he stays beside me and watching some movie and TV show. Then I continue with my study with him beside. After awhile, he also fall a sleep and I look at him, I know he really tire but he never say any single word in front of me when I was asking him.
Around 4am++ he fall asleep and outside was raining. It was a raining cat and dog. I feel that it is quiet cold to stay at the living room. Look at the silly Sa Lao sleep at my sofa; I took out a blanket to cover on his body but too bad, while me covering, I awake him. I am so sorry to disturb his sleep.
Again, he says nothing and continues his sleep. Before he sleep, he keep ask me to take a rest. I just answer and say I will. After a moment, I fall asleep as well and when I awake, I found that the blanket I cover on his body become on my body. I know he don’t want I get cold.
Until morning 6am+… he was very tire by not having a good sleep for whole night. After send him back, I feel so sorry always make him tire. Just hope that, he can have more rest, don’t always busy because of me…
This is the 2nd day this Sa Lao stay with me, and tonight, he fall a sleep with my little Sin Chan. Looking at his funny sleeping look, I feel so funny and cute when I look at him but he never notice of it.
Again, the night was dark and cold; he stays beside me and watching some movie and TV show. Then I continue with my study with him beside. After awhile, he also fall a sleep and I look at him, I know he really tire but he never say any single word in front of me when I was asking him.
Around 4am++ he fall asleep and outside was raining. It was a raining cat and dog. I feel that it is quiet cold to stay at the living room. Look at the silly Sa Lao sleep at my sofa; I took out a blanket to cover on his body but too bad, while me covering, I awake him. I am so sorry to disturb his sleep.
Again, he says nothing and continues his sleep. Before he sleep, he keep ask me to take a rest. I just answer and say I will. After a moment, I fall asleep as well and when I awake, I found that the blanket I cover on his body become on my body. I know he don’t want I get cold.
Until morning 6am+… he was very tire by not having a good sleep for whole night. After send him back, I feel so sorry always make him tire. Just hope that, he can have more rest, don’t always busy because of me…
Our talk
2nd October 2008
This is the 1st day Sa Lao stay with me for the rest of the whole night after our supper. I feel very happy and won’t feel tire when he was there with me to study for the whole night until the next day morning. I worry he will tire and I ask him back earlier but he refuse to do so and he say want to stay with me for the whole night.
I know my parent not around, he scare I alone at home with my grandpa and he want to accompany me that is why he scarified his sleep to stay beside me. I am really felt touching. The night, we chat a lot and he also falls asleep for a little while. Look at his sleepy loot, I know he is very tire but because of me, he force himself to stay with me without any blame. I feel so sorry when I saw him always tire and busy because of me.
I started ask myself: why I always give him trouble and problem. Every time I say sorry to him, he will always say: is not because of you. 5 years ago, he already gives me such answer. Until today, he still gives me the same answer. I know no matter what I did, he will forget and forgive.
He will always spoil me.
This is the 1st day Sa Lao stay with me for the rest of the whole night after our supper. I feel very happy and won’t feel tire when he was there with me to study for the whole night until the next day morning. I worry he will tire and I ask him back earlier but he refuse to do so and he say want to stay with me for the whole night.
I know my parent not around, he scare I alone at home with my grandpa and he want to accompany me that is why he scarified his sleep to stay beside me. I am really felt touching. The night, we chat a lot and he also falls asleep for a little while. Look at his sleepy loot, I know he is very tire but because of me, he force himself to stay with me without any blame. I feel so sorry when I saw him always tire and busy because of me.
I started ask myself: why I always give him trouble and problem. Every time I say sorry to him, he will always say: is not because of you. 5 years ago, he already gives me such answer. Until today, he still gives me the same answer. I know no matter what I did, he will forget and forgive.
He will always spoil me.
Selamat Hari Raya
1st October 2008
Selamat Hari Raya to my entire friend. Today is a public holiday for Malay and non-Malay. We was so happy to celebrate the Hari Raya with others races in this special day. Life will always full with color when you have a holiday for you to rest.
When everyone was happy with the holiday, I feel a bit upset this is because my exam is just around the corner and I found that there has empty information in my mind. Oh My God! I am looking for some method to help me increase my ability to study.
When I want to study my note, I found that some of my note was not printed yet. How am I going to study? I ask myself this question. In the end, I decide to go to my shop and download my note.
Sa Lao say can’t go to shop alone since there have no people with me. Then he come and fetch me and bring me go to my shop stay with me when I doing my work. I like the feeling he is with me beside to accompany me. I feel enjoy to do my work so that I won’t feel lonely and empty.
He always like that, he say he don’t want anything happen to me. No matter what I do, he sure want to beside me or know about it just to make sure I am safe and well. I always appreciate that I have him to beside me.
Selamat Hari Raya to my entire friend. Today is a public holiday for Malay and non-Malay. We was so happy to celebrate the Hari Raya with others races in this special day. Life will always full with color when you have a holiday for you to rest.
When everyone was happy with the holiday, I feel a bit upset this is because my exam is just around the corner and I found that there has empty information in my mind. Oh My God! I am looking for some method to help me increase my ability to study.
When I want to study my note, I found that some of my note was not printed yet. How am I going to study? I ask myself this question. In the end, I decide to go to my shop and download my note.
Sa Lao say can’t go to shop alone since there have no people with me. Then he come and fetch me and bring me go to my shop stay with me when I doing my work. I like the feeling he is with me beside to accompany me. I feel enjoy to do my work so that I won’t feel lonely and empty.
He always like that, he say he don’t want anything happen to me. No matter what I do, he sure want to beside me or know about it just to make sure I am safe and well. I always appreciate that I have him to beside me.
No trip for me
30th September 2008
Today, early in the morning, I already wake up and have a breakfast with my parent before them going to their holiday at Vietnam. After sent them to station, I lie back to bed and continue my dream. My naughty mummy and naughty aunty keep calling me for no reason and purposely talk some naughty thing to make me sad. This is because I having my exam that is why I fail to join the trip to Vietnam. My naughty parent and aunty keep laugh at me by keep calling me. Bad!!!
Night time, I was alone at home with grandpa, the feeling of lonely come so near to me and make me sad for no reason. I really feel empty when you found that there have only you, yourself alone.
At night time, Sa Lao call me and bring me go out for travel and supper. I feel happy because there have some activity for me to fulfill my loneliness.
Our 1st trip to Muar
29th September 2008
Why I always feel bore? Haha…today I feel so Sian and no mood for study. The Sa Lao come to me and say want to bring me go out walk around to refresh my mind. I found that we have no place to go but in the end, I still follow him go out.
Suddenly walk till a place, he say why not we go travel around. I was wonder where to go that time, he come out an idea say want to bring me go Muar.
Oh my god! I was so happy to hear that this is because I love to travel so much and I love to sit beside him when he was driving. I enjoy myself when I was with him.
Did you know where we go at Muar? We just round at the Muar town and his company building. After round for an hour, we back to our hometown.
Some other people might feel that we very lebih by having such useless activity, I don’t know what did he think. For me, I really enjoy myself during the whole trip.
I enjoy myself. So, I will never care what did people say and think because it is not important for me anymore when I was with Sa Lao doing some crazy and full with surprise’s journey.
Why I always feel bore? Haha…today I feel so Sian and no mood for study. The Sa Lao come to me and say want to bring me go out walk around to refresh my mind. I found that we have no place to go but in the end, I still follow him go out.
Suddenly walk till a place, he say why not we go travel around. I was wonder where to go that time, he come out an idea say want to bring me go Muar.
Oh my god! I was so happy to hear that this is because I love to travel so much and I love to sit beside him when he was driving. I enjoy myself when I was with him.
Did you know where we go at Muar? We just round at the Muar town and his company building. After round for an hour, we back to our hometown.
Some other people might feel that we very lebih by having such useless activity, I don’t know what did he think. For me, I really enjoy myself during the whole trip.
I enjoy myself. So, I will never care what did people say and think because it is not important for me anymore when I was with Sa Lao doing some crazy and full with surprise’s journey.
Courage
27th September 2008
Saturday is a super bore day for me. This is because when I have no place to go. At night, I feel very bore to sit at home. I want to go out and seek for some fresh air but in the end I choose not to do so. This is because when you walk alone and you will realize there have many couple surrounding you. I dislike the feeling which cause me feel empty. I will always choose not to go out during weekend, although I am really wish can go at weekend…
After think for few days, I found that I need to have some decision which can help to reduce my burden and feeling. The feeling was so strong to come over me and make me feel suffer and lost my way. Maybe I shouldn’t be so emotional or so weak to seek for the protection from anyone.
In the end, I can’t control myself and my courage tells me I need to do something to avoid some tragedy. It is not only for me but for others as well. I take out my 100% courage to share the feeling with Sa Lao and this is the first time I share with a person with 0% hidden meaning. I become 100% transparence to him.
In the end, I tell Sa Lao about my thinking and thought, his reaction was surprise me. After we chat for the whole night, I just realize that we have actually let go something that both of us didn’t notices. It is call as fate? I don’t know. Maybe it is yes and maybe it is no. I really hope to have an answer to fill my question.
After the whole night chat, he said he will go toward to what he wants. He will now start to fight with what he really wishes to have and he knows his target very clear.
Thanks you my dear, I always support and trust on him just like how he support and trust on me.
Saturday is a super bore day for me. This is because when I have no place to go. At night, I feel very bore to sit at home. I want to go out and seek for some fresh air but in the end I choose not to do so. This is because when you walk alone and you will realize there have many couple surrounding you. I dislike the feeling which cause me feel empty. I will always choose not to go out during weekend, although I am really wish can go at weekend…
After think for few days, I found that I need to have some decision which can help to reduce my burden and feeling. The feeling was so strong to come over me and make me feel suffer and lost my way. Maybe I shouldn’t be so emotional or so weak to seek for the protection from anyone.
In the end, I can’t control myself and my courage tells me I need to do something to avoid some tragedy. It is not only for me but for others as well. I take out my 100% courage to share the feeling with Sa Lao and this is the first time I share with a person with 0% hidden meaning. I become 100% transparence to him.
In the end, I tell Sa Lao about my thinking and thought, his reaction was surprise me. After we chat for the whole night, I just realize that we have actually let go something that both of us didn’t notices. It is call as fate? I don’t know. Maybe it is yes and maybe it is no. I really hope to have an answer to fill my question.
After the whole night chat, he said he will go toward to what he wants. He will now start to fight with what he really wishes to have and he knows his target very clear.
Thanks you my dear, I always support and trust on him just like how he support and trust on me.
Bore~
26th September 2008
It’s already Friday; look at my note and my tax book. I really feel so bad to study of it. Never mind, I can always skip from it.
During the study period, I feel so bore to study, at the meanwhile, Sa Lao coming… hehe…again.
We take our supper at outside after his work. We always like to lepak at outside and he will bring me go here and there to walk around. He knows I like to sit in car to round the place; he will always bring me go here and there just want to see my smiling face.
I am glad to have him always beside.
It’s already Friday; look at my note and my tax book. I really feel so bad to study of it. Never mind, I can always skip from it.
During the study period, I feel so bore to study, at the meanwhile, Sa Lao coming… hehe…again.
We take our supper at outside after his work. We always like to lepak at outside and he will bring me go here and there to walk around. He knows I like to sit in car to round the place; he will always bring me go here and there just want to see my smiling face.
I am glad to have him always beside.
My little gift.
25th September 2008
Afternoon, Sa Lao come and visit me, we chit chat a lot and he come and teach me how to fold the frog for my little student. This is because I have promise my little student will give him a frog but my naughty brother never help me to fold the frog and make me always go to work with my empty hand.
Luckily I have this Sa Lao always help me to settle my problem and always help me to complete my task, wish and dream. He goto online search and find out the step to fold a frog for me.
He brings a frog which it already folded with a nice green color paper and he asks me not to give anyone. This is because that is the only and the first frog he folded for me. The frog looks very nice and very cute. Even he didn’t say so; I will also not going to give anyone due to the reason that he gives it to me.
I love the frog very much. Thanks you my Sa Lao.
Afternoon, Sa Lao come and visit me, we chit chat a lot and he come and teach me how to fold the frog for my little student. This is because I have promise my little student will give him a frog but my naughty brother never help me to fold the frog and make me always go to work with my empty hand.
Luckily I have this Sa Lao always help me to settle my problem and always help me to complete my task, wish and dream. He goto online search and find out the step to fold a frog for me.
He brings a frog which it already folded with a nice green color paper and he asks me not to give anyone. This is because that is the only and the first frog he folded for me. The frog looks very nice and very cute. Even he didn’t say so; I will also not going to give anyone due to the reason that he gives it to me.
I love the frog very much. Thanks you my Sa Lao.
Our belonging~
24th September 2008
Today is Wednesday; every Wednesday Sa Lao sure will go shopping or lepak with me. We like to go here and there for no reason. By the way, most of our place is: MP, DP, JJ and Melaka Mall. Ya! It is all of the market at Melaka. We really crazy to shop till like that. Or maybe I could say: we have no place to go for trip. That is why we always go here and there.
Just now with him at JJ shopping, I saw the Kenji bracelet. The bracelet it is very nice and it is a white gold bracelet. I feel like it so much and feel like want to buy it but in the end I didn’t buy it. About the price…I didn’t know. But I have a very strong feeling that: this bracelet will be very costly. So, I just have a look with Sa Lao and we leave the place and continue our shopping.
Sa Lao said his cup have broken for no reason…this silly guy, like that also can…then we go to buy a blue color cup at JJ. After choose and choose, we found a pair of a nice cup as our cup. We bought 2 cups. 1 is for him and 1 is for me. He said we have to use the same cup so he chooses another 1 for me.
After the shop, it already night time…we start to wonder what dinner we should take. In the end, he bring me go to eat SiHam beside the Madam King. It is my lovely food which I hope to take for long time. He will always give me the best that he have and try to fulfill what I want.
The meal always makes me feel happy and satisfied my needs. After the delicious meal, he bring me walk along the Melaka river side to disgust our food. At the wheel, we took a lot of photo and we joke a lot. I feel so happy and comfortable when he was with me.
Tonight, I really feel happy…
and...
Tonight, we are holding the same cup at different place to have a hot drink. I feel so warm an so happy.
Today is Wednesday; every Wednesday Sa Lao sure will go shopping or lepak with me. We like to go here and there for no reason. By the way, most of our place is: MP, DP, JJ and Melaka Mall. Ya! It is all of the market at Melaka. We really crazy to shop till like that. Or maybe I could say: we have no place to go for trip. That is why we always go here and there.
Just now with him at JJ shopping, I saw the Kenji bracelet. The bracelet it is very nice and it is a white gold bracelet. I feel like it so much and feel like want to buy it but in the end I didn’t buy it. About the price…I didn’t know. But I have a very strong feeling that: this bracelet will be very costly. So, I just have a look with Sa Lao and we leave the place and continue our shopping.
Sa Lao said his cup have broken for no reason…this silly guy, like that also can…then we go to buy a blue color cup at JJ. After choose and choose, we found a pair of a nice cup as our cup. We bought 2 cups. 1 is for him and 1 is for me. He said we have to use the same cup so he chooses another 1 for me.
After the shop, it already night time…we start to wonder what dinner we should take. In the end, he bring me go to eat SiHam beside the Madam King. It is my lovely food which I hope to take for long time. He will always give me the best that he have and try to fulfill what I want.
The meal always makes me feel happy and satisfied my needs. After the delicious meal, he bring me walk along the Melaka river side to disgust our food. At the wheel, we took a lot of photo and we joke a lot. I feel so happy and comfortable when he was with me.
Tonight, I really feel happy…
and...
Tonight, we are holding the same cup at different place to have a hot drink. I feel so warm an so happy.
our meal
23rd September 2008
Today feel so tire to have my work. After work, I have a date with YK this is because today is his birthday. He said want to treat me a meal and celebrate with his friends as well but in the end I didn’t attend and I have a supper with Sa Lao.
This few days, we keep take Hi Kiao Mee. Haha…he have influence me by eating it. Last time, I not really like to take the mee, but this few days, I realize I kept took with Sa Lao and I never feel fed up or dislike the food. Just feel the food really nice to eat…
I don’t know why…
Today feel so tire to have my work. After work, I have a date with YK this is because today is his birthday. He said want to treat me a meal and celebrate with his friends as well but in the end I didn’t attend and I have a supper with Sa Lao.
This few days, we keep take Hi Kiao Mee. Haha…he have influence me by eating it. Last time, I not really like to take the mee, but this few days, I realize I kept took with Sa Lao and I never feel fed up or dislike the food. Just feel the food really nice to eat…
I don’t know why…
I just an answer~
22nd September 2008
I didn’t know that what people will think of it. What did people will say about that? Maybe it is the true feeling come from my heart and mind. I know that we have always created a new lifestyle and make each other feel…feel comfort.
I don’t know why when every time when he is not with me, I really feel that I lost my sense of security. I lost the sense of protect. I lost everything…even my way and myself. Is this because of him? I didn’t know and I also don’t want to know.
Just want everything become simple and nice. Was that so difficult? I really need an answer to support my thinking…
I didn’t know that what people will think of it. What did people will say about that? Maybe it is the true feeling come from my heart and mind. I know that we have always created a new lifestyle and make each other feel…feel comfort.
I don’t know why when every time when he is not with me, I really feel that I lost my sense of security. I lost the sense of protect. I lost everything…even my way and myself. Is this because of him? I didn’t know and I also don’t want to know.
Just want everything become simple and nice. Was that so difficult? I really need an answer to support my thinking…
Izzit too late?
21st September 2008
I don’t know since when I have the very strong feeling that I can’t lost him. The feeling always make me feel empty since he is now not mine. Maybe is my problem to think too much on it. Maybe is just one party love instead of 2 parties. Maybe, he will never love me and he might never know that I already have the feeling that I can’t lost him.
Don’t know since when, I already feel easy to have him. Without him beside, I feel that I am really lost and empty. People say: this call love. I start to question myself whether the feeling of this is really a love or just a temporary feeling that make me feel that I have been fall into it.
After day by day, I feel that I really can’t lose him and he already walk into my life and become part of it. Too bad! I feel that I really want him to be with me. Due to some matters and problem between us, I knew that, it is too late and it is not the time for me to have the thinking as this…
I feel very upset…
I don’t know since when I have the very strong feeling that I can’t lost him. The feeling always make me feel empty since he is now not mine. Maybe is my problem to think too much on it. Maybe is just one party love instead of 2 parties. Maybe, he will never love me and he might never know that I already have the feeling that I can’t lost him.
Don’t know since when, I already feel easy to have him. Without him beside, I feel that I am really lost and empty. People say: this call love. I start to question myself whether the feeling of this is really a love or just a temporary feeling that make me feel that I have been fall into it.
After day by day, I feel that I really can’t lose him and he already walk into my life and become part of it. Too bad! I feel that I really want him to be with me. Due to some matters and problem between us, I knew that, it is too late and it is not the time for me to have the thinking as this…
I feel very upset…
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