23rd October 2009
When I was on my way back,
I found that I am just not alone,
There have some other strangers next to me,
Just, we not willing to know each other.
I was talking to myself that I can make it,
I was persuading myself that I gonna make it,
I was forcing myself that I have to go for it,
In the end,
I was just being myself not to make it.
The first step will always be the heavier,
Decision will always interrupt our life,
We need to consider and analysis a lot of issue and outcome,
For not only now, future.
Miss-lead may ask you bear the risk,
Miss-understanding may make you miserable,
Miss-communication may cause you be alone,
And...
Miss-step may drag you to the hell.
This is what people always said: Think twice before you begin your step.
Or else, you will get something that you will never imagine.
Sometimes, consideration will make people lost even worst than non-consideration.
This is the Dilemma in Human life.
Most of the time, we are just too Self-fish to give up anything that we having now.
Still remember that Dr.Wong asked all of us 1 Question during her class regarding human being:
"If I ask you to give me a part of your body, what will you willing to give? 1 of your hand, leg, eye, ear? Those organ you having 2 now. Why cant you give 1 to me?"
Within that few minutes...
The whole class was in silent and we looked at each other...
This is what human being called...
We are just too self-fish to share, to give and to hurt ourselves.
Yet, to love...
Friday, October 23, 2009
Sunday, October 18, 2009
活着的意义
18th October 2009
踏在回家的路上，心里有点忐忑不安。尤其是听了那一番话后。跟小冰认识那么久了，我们的关系还真是错综复杂。数数手指，我们有快一年没有见了。但几乎一个星期都会电联。他妈妈对我说：我们那么多年后还有联络，真是难得。
我也那么认为。维持一段感情真的不容易。他说：如果没有我，他也许已经活不下去了。。。因为他没有目标，没有方向，甚至没人没物。他说：他不知道自己活着的意义。
人，活着真的要靠意义吗？所谓的意义是动力还是目标？或是， 盲目的跟随别人的脚步？说真的，随便到街上去抓个人来问：你活着的意义是什么？你那么勤劳的工作是为什么？
百分之百的人会想很久，自己弄不清楚那所谓的意义是什么。然而他们会很清楚的说：工作是为了赚钱，为了物质。。。真正的意义，还是不见了。。。所以。。。
一些事情三言两语说不出什么，虽然有些人会觉得他在无形中加重了我的负担。虽然如此，但，我还是很愿意支持他，当全世界的人都放弃他时。
答应你：你真的很了解我，那下次你再回来，我会对你好一点的。。。
踏在回家的路上，心里有点忐忑不安。尤其是听了那一番话后。跟小冰认识那么久了，我们的关系还真是错综复杂。数数手指，我们有快一年没有见了。但几乎一个星期都会电联。他妈妈对我说：我们那么多年后还有联络，真是难得。
我也那么认为。维持一段感情真的不容易。他说：如果没有我，他也许已经活不下去了。。。因为他没有目标，没有方向，甚至没人没物。他说：他不知道自己活着的意义。
人，活着真的要靠意义吗？所谓的意义是动力还是目标？或是， 盲目的跟随别人的脚步？说真的，随便到街上去抓个人来问：你活着的意义是什么？你那么勤劳的工作是为什么？
百分之百的人会想很久，自己弄不清楚那所谓的意义是什么。然而他们会很清楚的说：工作是为了赚钱，为了物质。。。真正的意义，还是不见了。。。所以。。。
一些事情三言两语说不出什么，虽然有些人会觉得他在无形中加重了我的负担。虽然如此，但，我还是很愿意支持他，当全世界的人都放弃他时。
答应你：你真的很了解我，那下次你再回来，我会对你好一点的。。。
Thursday, October 15, 2009
大雨的夜
15th October 2009
夜晚的风，很凉很凉。
海水的声音，很清很清。。。
迎面而来的海风把头发都吹干了。
手，也凉了。
看着天上的星星我觉得好美。。。好美。。。
闭上眼睛，
听着海风，
这样的感觉最是美好。
尤其，
当我睁开眼睛看着躺在我脚上的你也和我一样享受着海风的亲迎，
那一刻，
有你，
我什么都足够了。
喜欢来到这个海边，
这个我们一起渡过美好时刻的海边。
轻抚着你的头发，
顺着往你的脸蛋摸去。
冷冷的，但心里很温暖。
你在我的身边，是多么的真实。
常常借机要与你到海边去，
最主要的原因是，我们可以靠得那么的近，
那么。。。
那么。。的近。。。
因为你会怕我冷而把我握得牢牢的，牢牢的。。。
那种感觉很真实，
真实得让人害怕失去。
满脑子都是你。。。
突然大雨倾盆而下。。。
这一夜，如果大雨在一瞬间停下，你会不会让我住进你的心里。。。
海水的声音，很清很清。。。
迎面而来的海风把头发都吹干了。
手，也凉了。
看着天上的星星我觉得好美。。。好美。。。
闭上眼睛，
听着海风，
这样的感觉最是美好。
尤其，
当我睁开眼睛看着躺在我脚上的你也和我一样享受着海风的亲迎，
那一刻，
有你，
我什么都足够了。
喜欢来到这个海边，
这个我们一起渡过美好时刻的海边。
轻抚着你的头发，
顺着往你的脸蛋摸去。
冷冷的，但心里很温暖。
你在我的身边，是多么的真实。
常常借机要与你到海边去，
最主要的原因是，我们可以靠得那么的近，
那么。。。
那么。。的近。。。
因为你会怕我冷而把我握得牢牢的，牢牢的。。。
那种感觉很真实，
真实得让人害怕失去。
满脑子都是你。。。
突然大雨倾盆而下。。。
这一夜，如果大雨在一瞬间停下，你会不会让我住进你的心里。。。
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Winter Moonlight
13th October 2009
The snow, so peaceful and serene,
caressed by the soft moonlight,
gave magical feelings to the night.
The soft blue glow,
the lovers' words that then did flow,
their lips closer and closer
until, locked in the throes
of a passionate embrace,
he decided to express his feelings,
to keep her safe.
He whispered softly,
his words like music to her ears,
"I Love You,"
and
her response the same,
heard like the gentle breeze,
"And I, love you, forever."
That was the night they promised
to be together through everything,
each to care for the other when old and gray.
A lovers' pactthe most likely to last.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
我们都是小丑
10th October 2009
可口可樂總裁曾說：我們每個人都像小丑，玩著五個球，五個球是你的工作、健康、家庭、朋友、靈魂，這五個球只有一個是用橡膠做的，掉下去會彈起來，那就是工作。另外四個球都是用玻璃做的，掉了，就碎了。
Sunday, October 4, 2009
给Jason的留言
4th October 2009
Jason 说：
哗,酱都给你找到,真的是恭喜你啊.
我就没有酱麻烦了.那件事之后,我的记忆先不见一大半(所以什么猫猫狗狗,都"不见"了).但还记得你,算是 不幸中的大幸吧.可是,不久前我给自己的自我报告,我的记忆是倍数地减少,哄哄,所以.....我也不知道什么时候会开始忘记你咯(所以下次叫你喝茶的时 候不要吊价咯).因为这样,我才退守到家人的界限嘛.现在你可以体谅我为什么FAMILY IS EVERYTHINGS 了吧.哈哈哈...
Adorable S.K.Y 说：
是哦，找了好久。不见的时候，我很心疼。
我知道那件事后，对你打击很大。也对我打击很大。
庆幸的是，我不需要每天在你身边告诉你我是谁、告诉你我们的过去、告诉你我们的经历等等。。。如果你那时连我都不记得，我想我一定会非常非常的难过与自责。
Jason 说：
打击??其实也没什么打不打击的啦.可以醒过来,可以再见到你,已经是不幸中的大幸了.对于其他人事前的老师,当事人,事后的.....我都抱着感恩的 心,因为没有他们,就没有现在的我.特别是在我最脆弱的时候,还愿意和我一起过这一关的你们.所以我认为,在我的世界里,你们就是我一切!我说过你已经超 越普通朋友的境界,因为你也是我的一切.不要自责,因为我会为我的一切而奋斗,只是你愿不愿意接受......
Adorable S.K.Y 说：
我怕你看不到我的comment，所以特别给你在这里写了一个专题。你这么说，真的要是要我感动到流泪吗？这些年来，你为我付出的，太多太多了。当时，我曾经一度害怕你就这样永远都醒不来。转眼就已经那么多年了，但我知道一些事情是永远都磨灭不掉的！我不能为你做些什么，只能关心与祝福。
那件事后，我开始变了，我变得害怕失去。所以直到今天，我对感情还是那么害怕。甚至宁愿自己离开，也不要等到那一天的到来。外表很坚强，心理却很负担。我知道自己病了，但我不知道要怎么去治疗，尤其当我想起那件事后。因为我从来就没有想过那么戏剧性的事情，会发生在我们的身上，所以过不了自己心理的那一关。
Jason 说：
哗,酱都给你找到,真的是恭喜你啊.
我就没有酱麻烦了.那件事之后,我的记忆先不见一大半(所以什么猫猫狗狗,都"不见"了).但还记得你,算是 不幸中的大幸吧.可是,不久前我给自己的自我报告,我的记忆是倍数地减少,哄哄,所以.....我也不知道什么时候会开始忘记你咯(所以下次叫你喝茶的时 候不要吊价咯).因为这样,我才退守到家人的界限嘛.现在你可以体谅我为什么FAMILY IS EVERYTHINGS 了吧.哈哈哈...
Adorable S.K.Y 说：
是哦，找了好久。不见的时候，我很心疼。
我知道那件事后，对你打击很大。也对我打击很大。
庆幸的是，我不需要每天在你身边告诉你我是谁、告诉你我们的过去、告诉你我们的经历等等。。。如果你那时连我都不记得，我想我一定会非常非常的难过与自责。
Jason 说：
打击??其实也没什么打不打击的啦.可以醒过来,可以再见到你,已经是不幸中的大幸了.对于其他人事前的老师,当事人,事后的.....我都抱着感恩的 心,因为没有他们,就没有现在的我.特别是在我最脆弱的时候,还愿意和我一起过这一关的你们.所以我认为,在我的世界里,你们就是我一切!我说过你已经超 越普通朋友的境界,因为你也是我的一切.不要自责,因为我会为我的一切而奋斗,只是你愿不愿意接受......
Adorable S.K.Y 说：
我怕你看不到我的comment，所以特别给你在这里写了一个专题。你这么说，真的要是要我感动到流泪吗？这些年来，你为我付出的，太多太多了。当时，我曾经一度害怕你就这样永远都醒不来。转眼就已经那么多年了，但我知道一些事情是永远都磨灭不掉的！我不能为你做些什么，只能关心与祝福。
那件事后，我开始变了，我变得害怕失去。所以直到今天，我对感情还是那么害怕。甚至宁愿自己离开，也不要等到那一天的到来。外表很坚强，心理却很负担。我知道自己病了，但我不知道要怎么去治疗，尤其当我想起那件事后。因为我从来就没有想过那么戏剧性的事情，会发生在我们的身上，所以过不了自己心理的那一关。
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Interview session and skill
2nd Oct 2009
Today working schedule
10am onward upto 5pm
INTERVIEW INTERVIEW and INTERVIEW
Was conducted the interview from morning until 5pm, after that have another meeting with my boss. I am really tire with it. Facing different people and asking the same question. I am super tire until I felt sore throat when I done all of my interview sessions. After that have another meeting with boss. Full day busy with all those staff.
Can you just imagine those question I have to ask and some of the question, I have to provide them the answer as well. Really sweat.
As I have the same though with Everly. ( Jenjobs online Account Manager) From the beginning called for interview, analysis the candidate resume, check thier qualification whether meet my wants and need or not until the end. The most tiring work is I have to listen word by word from the candidate. I get about 40 candidates in a weeks. After shortlisted, I get about 25 candidates who qualifice but I just able to call about 10 candidates for interview. The rest, let me rest first okay? I now even sleep also can dream about all this thing:-
Can you please introduce yourself.
Where you stay?
What you currently doing?
What you know about the job?
Why you want to join my company?
...
Why I was sitting there and listen all source of thing..I am so sleepy... urgh...
As Kyle said: I can open another agency like Jobstreet, Jenjobs since I have do a lot of research in pass few weeks. Everyone, kindly come to me and I can teach you how to have an impressive interview. Haha...
Kyle suggest that the company name can set as Loo Loo Agent but it sound not relavence at all. Maybe Look Look Agent. Haha... Can be consider.
Today working schedule
10am onward upto 5pm
INTERVIEW INTERVIEW and INTERVIEW
Was conducted the interview from morning until 5pm, after that have another meeting with my boss. I am really tire with it. Facing different people and asking the same question. I am super tire until I felt sore throat when I done all of my interview sessions. After that have another meeting with boss. Full day busy with all those staff.
Can you just imagine those question I have to ask and some of the question, I have to provide them the answer as well. Really sweat.
As I have the same though with Everly. ( Jenjobs online Account Manager) From the beginning called for interview, analysis the candidate resume, check thier qualification whether meet my wants and need or not until the end. The most tiring work is I have to listen word by word from the candidate. I get about 40 candidates in a weeks. After shortlisted, I get about 25 candidates who qualifice but I just able to call about 10 candidates for interview. The rest, let me rest first okay? I now even sleep also can dream about all this thing:-
Can you please introduce yourself.
Where you stay?
What you currently doing?
What you know about the job?
Why you want to join my company?
...
Why I was sitting there and listen all source of thing..I am so sleepy... urgh...
As Kyle said: I can open another agency like Jobstreet, Jenjobs since I have do a lot of research in pass few weeks. Everyone, kindly come to me and I can teach you how to have an impressive interview. Haha...
Kyle suggest that the company name can set as Loo Loo Agent but it sound not relavence at all. Maybe Look Look Agent. Haha... Can be consider.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Working Schedule
1st October 2009
9.30am onward - Facebook, Facebook and Facebook
9.30am onward - Application, Application and Application
10.30pm - SMS with Tze Yam and Sze Yan
12.30pm onward - YM, YM and YM
-LayChee
-Ray
-KK
1.00pm onward - Drama, Drama and Drama
5.00pm - Conducting interview
6.00pm SHARP - Back home
I am SO SO SOooooooooooooooooooooo BUSY ^.^
9.30am onward - Facebook, Facebook and Facebook
9.30am onward - Application, Application and Application
10.30pm - SMS with Tze Yam and Sze Yan
12.30pm onward - YM, YM and YM
-LayChee
-Ray
-KK
1.00pm onward - Drama, Drama and Drama
5.00pm - Conducting interview
6.00pm SHARP - Back home
I am SO SO SOooooooooooooooooooooo BUSY ^.^
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