Saturday, September 20, 2008

Sa Po is fine with Sa Lao

20th September, 2008

This few days there have many problems come across my mind and make me feel so bad and sad as well. I have been cry for several nights due to release my tension and release my bad emotion. It seems like the problems and the thinking keep appear at your mind make me have no place to escape from the burden.

Almost every night, I will stay on the bed for no reason and for no purpose this is because I found that, I can’t sleep on that every single night. For those who understand my feeling, I am sure you can understand the situation when you are very tire but you still fail to sleep. That is the mean and for me it is really mentally abusing me. Is bad! Last two day is grandpa turn to admission, I really lost my way, but in the end, Sa Lao accompany Sa Po with this whole journey. Sa Lao is there for Sa Po.

During this tough period, I am lucky to have a Sa Lao always beside. This Sa Lao not only accompany the Sa Po but always is there for Sa Po. No matter what happen to Sa Po, this Sa Lao will always appear for Sa Po once Sa Po feels it is needed. This Sa Lao bring Sa Po go here and there to release tension; this Sa Lao bring Sa Po go lunch, dinner, supper when Sa Po didn’t take anything, this Sa Lao bring Sa Po go play here and there, this Sa Lao even protect Sa Po when Sa Po need the sense of security.

Thanks you Sa Lao, but Sa Po scare later Sa Lao spoil Sa Po then without Sa Lao, Sa Po really scare Sa Po will lost…cham lor~

Mirrors~

18th September, 2008

Another day with Sa Lao goes for Movie at DP. Yesterday we have a movie at DP name is: The Mummy. This movie Sa Lao say already want to watch for so long but still no chance to go. Then yesterday this Sa Po accompany Sa Lao go to watch. Although we comment that said not that nice and impressive as what we expect but we do enjoy the time we share together.

Haha…and today we going for another movie which Sa Po already wished to watch for so long. This movie…amazing! Mirrors!

For those who have watched it, they will know how amazing it will be. Frankly speaking, the movie haven start yet, Sa Po and Sa Lao already feel scare. It is really sweat and funny. We found that we really have the same character.

By the way, the funniest thing is: both of us get terperanjat sama-sama. Oh my Goodness! We really fail to catch the scene that is why we get terperanjat sama-sama. Then the Sa Po hold the Sa Lao hold till so tight due to her scariness. Really sweat! Luckily Sa Po got Sa Lao sit beside, if not Sa Po sure direct faint in the cinema. The Sa Lao see Sa Po teperanjat he also terperanjat. Haha… Then at night, this Sa Lao ask Sa Po don't Look at the Mirrors. Sweat! Scare me~

And now our next movie is to watch another horrors movie which is made in Thailand. Fear *** don’t know what is the name liao. Just know the movie maker team is come from Shutter, Alone and the other 2 horror movie’s team. We looking forward it…

Money NO Enough 2

10th September, 2008

Finally the day come, today there have a Sa Lao bring a Sa Po go to watch movie. What movie we watch? Money No enough 2. Heard people comment the movie very touching. It is talk about the family’s love. Before we enter, the Sa Lao take a packet of tissue said is for Sa Po dry up her tear. Sweat, after the 2 hours movie, Sa Po not even cries okay. Sa Lao, Sa Loa, the tissue no need oh, u keep it tissue.

Sa Lao buy a twin sit for us to enjoy the movie. This is the first time Sa Po sit at Twin sit. That is the very nice place for us to have a movie. For those who really want to have a very comfortable sit while watching movie, or you want to do something sweet with your partner, He he, I am here to recommend please buy the Twin sit for you and your love one but it is valid for the Dataran Pahlawan-Cinema No. 1 ONLY.

Yeah, in the end, both of us never cry. I think Sa Po really enjoy the day with Sa Lao, but don’t know Sa Lao enjoy ma lor…

Hopefully Sa Lao enjoy too…

Mama Sick Sick 3

4th September, 2008


Come to the 3rd day in hospital, but mum illnesses still not recover yet. I don’t know what the problem is and I have no idea with that. Repeat the same activity as previous; I realize that today is Panda birthday. I am sorry by not done as what I promise. I promise him will celebrate with him with a special birthday but in the end I am not.

He understand my condition and ask me not to worry he is okay with that. During night time, he suddenly appears in hospital to visit my mum. Today is his birthday but he never care about the old anciently traditional talk and come to hospital to visit my mum. I am so thankful for his concern.

Happy birthday; Panda~

Mama Sick sick 2

3nd September, 2008


Today is another for mum stay in hospital. Due to yesterday I didn’t sleep for whole night is time for me to sleep. I force myself to stay at hospital until 9am something I already feel my oxygen totally lost in mind, I just make a call to dad and ask him to come and take over my place.

Once I reach home, Gene call me for concern. After the call, I straight sleep until noon then I start to rush to Sentral to fetch my brother and back to hospital again. Until afternoon, my brother and dad going back home, left me alone in hospital. Gene called me up and come and visits and accompanies me. I was so tire but he bought me a cup of hot drink it helped me up. Thanks for his help.

Night time, still the same, I need to stay with mum at hospital to accompany mum. I already have 2 days never have a good sleep, it really collapse me. But in the end, Gene comes over hospital with a hot Nescafe and stay with me until the next day morning. We chat a lot and joke a lot. That night, he sacrifices his sleep with me; I am really thankful and feel sorry, this is because he still needs to work on the next day morning. I am really sorry~
Today, I just sleep for 3 hours…thank for his support. He promises me, he will always with me once I need him. I am really thankful.

Mama Sick sick 1

2nd September, 2008

Today can be the busier day for me. Due to my mum illness, I have been rush to clinic and hospital. It is really a super tire day for me. The tiredness is not because of I rush here and there, it is because of I wait here and there. While I was in hospital emergency department with my illness mum, I was in panic and worry. Luckily Gene is there for Loo, if not I really lost my way.

Once he gets my call, he put his work aside and straight away rush to hospital without informing me. Even I keep stop him from coming due to his work, he still come and accompany me. He also helped me to settle everything. He leaves me until everything was settling. I am rally thankful.

While evening, I really very tire and very sleepy until I fall asleep while I was accompany my mum on the hospital chair. I was curious I can fall asleep in a situation like that. Just try to imagine, how tire I am. Suddenly I was awakened; I found that there has a blanket cover me. I was so comfort with that cover this is because hospital air conditional it really cold. The blanket is come from Henry, he help me to prepare some daily use for my mum and send me back home to take bath and send me back to hospital again.

After whole day rush, I am really tire and no energy. Before leave my house, I simply take a cup of Nescafe. Ya, you are right, that is my dinner for that night. While lunch time, if it is not cause of Gene, I think I will not take lunch until night time.

Hope mama will be recover soon.

Monday, September 1, 2008

God bless MaMa

1st September 2008

Today feel very moody, this is because my Mummy suddenly falls sick and almost faint down due to her sickness. Morning, I emergency send her into clinic and asked for injection.

I have no idea to help her beside cook for her and ready the medicine for her. I have prepared food for her, but since morning until now, there have nothing inside her stomach. Without any food, she still takes her medicine. I really worried whether her illness body can support or not. I really worry about her and this few months, I found out there have too many things come in once and I felt going to collapse soon.

While I was in moody mode, I have a chat with Zh3n Yi3n for awhile. It is one of the ways to release my feeling. After talk with him, I feel quite okay and not that tension as before. Maybe sometime I really need to show my true feeling instead of hiding it. He encourages and comfort me a lot. We use to chat about our life. I am glad about that. We still know each other. Thanks for the concern, I am still Optimistic.

After awhile, I receive a message from Fen Fen; she told me that Fish already went to KL. Oh bad! Too bad! I didn’t meet him before he leave. Although KL with Melaka is not that far, the feeling is totally different. What I can say is: The fate brought us together and separates us as well. As his sister, I would like to wish him all the best in future. No matter how, I will still take him as my brother forever.

SMILE

1st September 2008

Thanks to My Jimui~~ L3tt3r Pap3r~~. For your information what I told you is truly come from my heart which I am really okay and recover from the illness long ago. Everyone have the responsibility to settle their own task and problem. Same to me, I can do it.

I will always promise not to be sad and I will show you my sweetie smiling face all the time. This is because I always know that I have you all behind me no matter what happen. I know you guys will always ready to listen and ready to help. Me too. Remember that time you at my place and the night you share a lot of your thing with me? I will also let you become the FM audient when I need it.

I really promise will be happy and just like what Zh3n Yi3n said. By the way, I am still optimistic although there have so many problems come to me in once. Anyhow, I really love to have you as my jimui. I will never let myself down when all of you are there.

Remember our promise…always ready to listen and to give out the hand whenever you need. That is my promise to you. Not only you, my best jimui and beloved brother too.

I will be very happy when all of you are surround me.
That is my happiness~

I promise~

I am thankful~

1st September 2008

This few months, I have been suffer by not getting the enough sleep and rest in peace. I not really find out what was the matter that happens to me but I know that there have many people worry about me. Hey my dear best jimui and brother, I am always okay here. This is not because I am very strong or I very powerful, this is because of I got all of you there for me.

Beside busy with my study, I have busy with too many activities in example: talking, chatting, bathing, reading and also sleeping. I learn a lot from what I have faced. I know what to do just sometime not said we can do whatever thing that we want.

Honestly, I am really nothing. I got my happiness now, what to worry? I have brother; jimui, family and so many people are there for me. I just don’t want to lose anyone anymore. That is my only wish~
I love you all my Beloved Family’s members, Jimui and Brother.

National day

31st August 2008

Today is our national day. This is the very special day for the citizen to celebrate the country birthday. From the dawn, I cannot sleep until 5am+. That is the problem again. I think I really need to rearrange my daily live and my life.

During these 5 hours which is 12am to 5am, I was chatting with Sa Lao by using SMS. We chat a lot, a lot and a lot. It is really fun and at least I found my way to spend my time. Early in the morning, I woke at 8am+ this is not because of I very powerful or I wants to do so. It is just because of my family day. My parent wants me to take breakfast with them and with my family’s members. It is torturing me~ OMG! My dear family knows my character, I rather hungry but cannot let go my sleep. In the end, I still force myself to wake up because I love my family, I can sacrifice my sleep. This is just because I love it.

After breakfast, Sa Lao said he was outside my house and we already plan to see the parade right outside my house. He is another one who also sacrifices his sleep. This is because he never sleeps for whole night from 11pm until the next day morning. He said is ok for him by not sleeping for a night and want to see the parade with me. I was so happy. Thanks to you, Sa Lao.

While the parade finish, we walking back to my house and when I was in the middle of the road, I saw a car drive so fast and direct to my way, I was smiling in the middle of the road while I saw the car, and the Sa Lao thought the car is going to bang me, he call me so load and ask me run faster but I ignore him. This is because the driver is my best friend, Panda. He sounds the horn in front of me. Bad! We like to play…but of course safety come first.

After that, we continue back to our way. Sa Lao make an appointment with me on this coming weekday, we going to have another brand new day soon.

See you ya.

Rainy day

28th August, 2008

Today, the night make me feel warm, the feeling of warm is not because of the hot weather but is because the rainy day. I feel warm and comfortable when the rain dropping down from the sky. Due to the nice weather, I can’t fall asleep as usual. Before bed, I send a message to Sa Lao and make a date for the next day activity. I expect he will not reply me on time, I just simply send out a hope but in 3 minute time, he does reply me and give me a plan for our date. I feel so happy and we start to chat a lot about our plan.

After 2 hours message each other, it is around 3am++, the rain start become heavier and Sa Lao call me to chat for 30minutes+ while he was on his way drive back home. While we chatting, he told me he was at Bkt Cina there and said want to come my house. At the beginning, I really doubt on him, this is because I know that is already 3am++ and his house is far away from my house. To shown he was really on the way back home and his is outside my house, he straight away come to my house to prove that he will never lie to me. OMG, he sounds the horn at 3am++ right outside my house. I really feel so funny and I can say this Sa Lao best friend really naughty.

He leaves my house in 3 minutes time and we still chat through phone non-stop until he reaches his home safely. The rain getting heavy and heavier, but it never block our topic and mood to chat on phone.

Until the next day noon, he promise to come and visit me and we having our lunch and shop together for the whole noon until 6pm. It is really a long time. Just try to imagine, two of us sit at the Wong Kok there for so many hours. We free from bias. Before we move to DP, we met KH at MP; this is another naughty friend we always like to cheat me. Bad! I look like so stupid? Why they all like to bully me? For them, I am a tiny for them to bully of. Be honest, I really enjoy those period we have spend together.

After the lunch with Sa Lao, I feel very happy and we think back all those memorable period which we have spend together and we have a promise. That promise is brought to me by him. Yeah, thanks to have Sa Lao…

A good activity

25th August, 2008

Today really tire. 10.30pm back to home; I feel my whole body going to explode due to my activity. Anyhow, I must thanks to Chye Hsiang’s help. This is because he is the one who brings me into the activity. But soon he will leave Melaka and back to KL. Wish him all the best and his MaMa too.

I feel very surprise and happy to have those “fun” and “joyful” period during the activity. Is not a hard work, but it really makes my energy burn a lot. When I reach home, I feel so relax and enjoy the feel and the moment which I spend on it.

After a cold shower, I took a cup of Hot Milo. Wah…that moment, I can feel that I am the happier people in the world which having the happier period right now. It is very simple and nice feeling for me to enjoy. Before bed, I say thanks to Chye Hsiang again due to his help and I end up a day with a good sleep and tension free night.

Buddy buddy~~

24th August, 2008

Finally, I can have my own private period to release my pressure. Thanks to my entire buddy who always make me happy and comfort me with hundred thousand methods. Maybe TY is correct, I shouldn’t always think in a circle, but a whole.

He said to me a lot of psychology thought, I feel quite reasonable and quite suitable for those situation. I think a lot of method to fight with him and in the end we come out with a same conclusion. Is this call as linear? We have the same linear maybe I can explain in this way.

Day after day, time past away, I found that I have truly utilize all the period which we have spend together. Not because of lonesome, cause of we are true friend. I do believe that we must come out with the same thought to bring us together.

I know it is simple but not easy to get through it but in the end, we manage to done it. I feel proud of it. Proud of our work, is not partly, but plenty.

Summer Live Concert 2008

23rd August, 2008

Most of the people know about the special of today right? Today is the 8TV Summer Live Concert which carried out at MITC. Early in the morning there have some rain, I with my jimui, Tricia already have a backup plan for the concert. Until 3pm++ we start our journey to MITC there due to the concert. Actually my best friends and jimui know that, I don’t like to join the concert or any event which is related to the artist. I will join this concert is because of my jimui go there then I just simply follow without any reason.

Once we reach there, I with Carriene feel quite bore this is because tow of us doesn’t like to attend this type of concert just feel fun to join for nothing. Before the concert start, the rain comes before it starts. OMG, because of the concert, we will go to become a wet hen. Cannot!!! In the end, I took out my little Esprit to cover up my and MB head. The rest of them cover with the hand fan. This will be my new experience. Good! It is really fun. I feel happy is not because of the artist, but the environment. Haha, after the concert, all of us feel very bore and hungry. We stay at McD until 1am++ and when I reach home, it already almost 2am++.

After shower, I feel good and feel nice to rest. Look at my little dear sleep beside me; I can feel the peaceful come from him. Tonight, I feel so happy…

Thanks to you, my beloved Jimui.