Too bad!

24th April 2011

It is a tire weekend, with nothing to do in the past 3 days. Actually I just don't want to have any activity...the best is lie on the bed, no need to do anything, with the one I love the most..Enjoy the quiet weekend. I miss the period... Honestly, I miss.

But...Some of the times, I really don't know what I should go for and what I should do. It seems like what I wished and I what I wanted will never come true.

Someone come to me and says that, We are blind when we are doing something that is important to us. Just because we are blind, that is why we are not able to make a correct and accurate decision on the right times, I agreed.

I just don't understand why this kind of stupid stuff will come to me and irritate me for a long term period...I am so grateful that I am still alive without anything happen to me. For all the times I been faces, I learnt a lot but I am not mature and strong enough. I hate myself...that I kept chasing something that not belongs to me. Seriously, I hate!

I hide too much of negative thing inside my heart and there have no happiness to cheer me up. Not even one...

The first whole month I came over to Sg for my new life, I been cried and cried for the whole month. I feel so painful to leave my hometown, my family, my parent, my beloved friends and jimui, and the one I love the most. I really have no choice to come out such decision. Me, alone. A girl. Just a girl. I leave my hometown and learn to face all the problem alone, learn to face all the thing that I have to. I do have my beloved brother with me, but he have his own life and he is no longer with me to take care of me, I feel so lonely and painful.

The most painful is to leave the one I love the most and separate from each other...who wants this kind of life? No matter how strong the person can be, he or she will never wants this kind of life. I can guarantee. Including myself. The purpose behind the scene to come ever to Sg alone,it is complicated.

There have too many negative thing that happened in the past 1 year, the birthday I had is the worst in my life... I wish in the coming birthday, a brand new start that can bring happiness to my life... I really wish... I hate the feeling that to be THROW by some one...I really HATE~~~

突如其来的惊喜

11th April 2011

一整天下来，忙的不可开交。从早上到放工，完全没有一刻是走得开的。完全没有觉得累，相反的，还觉得时间怎么过得那么快，好像什么都没有做到就放工了。加班是免不了的事。

时间过得真快，在懊恼着要做到什么时候时，JJ走了过来，说是要我陪他去吃晚餐，便随口答应了。怎知道他又说吃饭前得先去乌节路的商场逛街买东西，说是给M姐和KK买礼物。既然答应了他一起用餐，就顺着一起去了。

跟着他到乌节路商场逛街，买了M姐和KK的礼物，他说反正我的生日也将近，就要我也挑一个我喜欢的礼物。这家伙也真是的。。。说是要我挑自己喜欢的。结果我挑的他还觉得不好。硬是要我挑他觉得好的那个来给我当礼物。不过说实在的，我很喜欢他选的那个。。。真的很特别，也很漂亮。买完了礼物他还要我继续去逛街，这家伙还拼命的带我去逛衣服鞋子专卖店de。走了没多久又换了另一家商场。虽然时候不早了，但是基于我们都还没有觉得饿，况且我们也不知道要吃什么好，就继续在那里游荡。

没一阵子，他说要带我到一家日本餐厅尝尝，反正我也没有意见就跟他的意见到日本餐厅去。这家餐厅，简单又朴素的，是这里有名的日本餐厅。我觉得这家店子还蛮不错的，东西也好很吃。

吃完饭后，JJ还说要送我回家，觉得很不好意思要麻烦他的，我说自己回去就可以了。他却说反正这时间又不会塞车，就不要我自己去搭地铁的。怎么搞到今天好像是他来陪我逛街的。。。

要到停车场的途中，远处飘来了栗子的味道，他像小孩子似的忽然停下了脚步，然后往栗子的方向走去。二话不说的就买了两包。闻了闻，说那栗子的味道很香。突然觉得一个大男生，怎么可以那么可爱。。。受不了。。。又觉得他很好笑。

要到家的那个路口，想说要请他吃刚刚的那餐饭，以答谢他送了我那么贵重的礼物。怎知道他却说怕我生日那天，他会在外工作，不能一起庆祝。今天就当是提前替我庆祝生日。他这样又礼物又吃饭又送我回家的，搞到我也不好意识了。

临下车前，他还把一包栗子塞给我，说味道不错要我尝尝。说不过他，唯有乖乖收下了。。。看着他的车子开走了，我才往家里的路走去。

今天晚上的节目，还真的是出乎意料。。。但还是要谢谢他给了我一个那么丰富的晚餐与那么贵重的生日礼物

谢谢你，JJ。

可别小看这个keychain，TROIKA可是德国进口的名牌。这样一个小小的竟然要花上好几十块新币。若不是跟着JJ一起去，我还真的不信这样的东西居然要那么贵。

Festive Greeting - Jokes

8th April 2011

Dear friend,

Have a fantastic weekend!!!
Truly Malaysian

How the 3 races buy a car...
Chinese will ask: Boss ah, resale value good or not?
Malay will ask: Encik, minyak satu tank brapa ringgit?
Indians will ask: Inche, ini kereta brapa orang buleh masuk?


What does CIMB bank stand for?
Cina India Melayu Bank

When Hari Raya comes close to Chinese New Year, they call it 'Kongsi Raya'
When Hari Raya comes close to Deepavali, they call it 'Deeparaya'
When Chinese New Year comes close to Deepavali, they call it 'Kongsi Gelap'

Q : Why cant the indians win the world cup?
A: Every time they get a corner,they set up a mamak stall.


Dating Malay, Chinese, and Indian chicks.
Malay girl
1st date: You get to hold hands
2nd date: You get a goodbye kiss.
3rd date: You both get caught by JAIS.

Chinese girl
1st date: You take her to a restaurant.
2nd date: You take her to an expensive restaurant.
3rd date: You take her to a very expensive restaurant and buy her a diamond necklace. You get to hold her hand later that night.

Indian girl
1st date: You meet her parents.
2nd date: She meets your parents.
3rd date: Wedding night.


Chinese "practice" for Simple Living :
1 - One Wife
2 - Two Children
3 - Three Bedroom Condo
4 - Four Wheels
5 - Five Figure Salary

Malays "practice" to Simple Living:
5 - Five Children
4 - Four Wives
3 - Three Figure Salary
2 - Two Wheels
1 - One-Storey Link House

In Malaysia ...
If you're not lazy, you're not Malay,
If you're not greedy, you're not Chinese,
If you don't get drunk every night, you're not Indian~~~

SPM level?

8th April 2011

Instructions:

1. Read the passage carefully

2. Grade yourself with the grading system at the end of the passage after reading.

3. Not that difficult, chin chai do lah !



Section A: Orrler Exeminetion (60 marks)


Question:
Singalella why become rich ?



Koo zhar wu chee ay char bor kia, Singalella.

She got two sisters, but the stepmarder and the sisters all damn kuai-lan, so she quite zhia-lat oso.

Last time Singalella got own maid, but now she become the amah.

Everyday must cook lah, clean lah, simi sai mah bao-kah-liao.

If her sister say liak kar zhuak, she liak.

Tak jit zho kah tau-hin.

EPF poon boh.

But then, kay piak eh ah-pek got one son call Ah Ming got party.

So he say, 'oeh, long chong lai ah.'

Singalella very happy because she never go party before but then her step-marder say, 'Lee Mana eh-sai kee, this one bahru lu eh sisters wu standard.'

Then Singalella must zho sui-sui for her sisters and step-marder.

Tap pai how, buay zhia, buay koon and buay pang-sai.

That night she only can wave bye bye and then she go back to the kitchen and cook Maggi mee.

Her neighbour came over and ask, 'Eh, an-zhua lu boh kee party?'

So Singaalella kong, 'I-wan, lau-bu kong buay-sai, so boh pian.'

She never expect but the neighbour say, 'Aiyah, kee lah, I give you money.'

So singalella brush teef and zhang-zhui, chen-kor, after that look very different.

She quickly run to opposite of the beh-chia-lor, already 11 o'clock.

At the party, Ah Ming also quite sian because the char bor all boh sui one.

Dance floor even got one ah pek dancing.

Just as Ah Ming told himself, 'Aiyah see-pay zhia-lat', Singalella came in.

Ah Ming straight away lau nuar.

'Wah-lau eh, see-pay heng ah, chee kor buay pai.'

Ah Ming say to Singalella, 'eh, sui eh, wah ai kah lee zho flen!'

Singalella say ok but Ah Ming like octopus, touch here touch there.

But then just it was 12 o'clock, one ah pek die on the dance floor.

He become ghost and tell Singalella all the good 4D number.

So after that Singalella quickly go and buy 4D, and then tiok tau-pio, zhit-pak ban.

So she pay back the kay-piak eh lau-kay-poh and then kah kee cho sen-lee.

Simi kuan eh sen-lee wah mana eh zhai.



Section B: Grades - Gauge Your command of Hokkien....

A1. Can understand the story and pronounce Hokkien correctly.

Hokkien eh sai, bo beh zao.


A2. Can understand half story and/or cannot pronounce Hokkien properly.

zhia lat


E8. Don't understand story and/or catch no ball.

leow leow, mai ka lang kong you is Hokkien Lang


F9. Don't understand rating.

kee see lah, wah mana eh zhai lee kong simi?

Walk @lone

8th April 2011

It bean a long time that I didn't update my blog, since today I have some time for myself to release my feeling and thinking here, I catch up the time…

The life that I having now that make me feel depress. Maybe I should feel happy and always satisfied with what I'm having now. There have no comparison since humans do not have any guideline or I should say humans have no limitation in chasing their dream. Humans, non-stopping to compare with others.

In this kind of situation, we force to upgrade ourself just like how you upgrade your weapon when you are playing a game. In reality, we are weapon. Else, we have no way to fight with others.

I seen a lot of thing that happening surrounding me. When I think back, I really appreciate all the thing I owned. I am strict to myself just to make myself become more powerful and strong enough to face my future. As we know, life is not easy and when we are alone, we are weak enough to do whatever thing. When you are lucky, you found someone who willing to walk together with you, but one day, he leave you alone and walk away from you, how you going to continue your life in the rest of the times?

Human are lonely because they build walls instead of building bridge, but I do build a bridge and a road provided with the transportations, I found no one to walk together with me or even walk towards me… how sad and pity this is can be?

I am such a failure. At least, there have no one willing to walk towards me.