一夜情

30th Septmeber 2009

虽说：男人与女人是来自不同星球的两种动物。可当这两种史上最充满爆发性的动物碰在一起后，这所谓的火花可不是闹着玩的。众所周知，这比看烟花的花火还要叫人期待。

在酒吧里，男人自个儿的坐着，手尖在那杯喝了一个时辰都还没喝完的威士忌杯口不停的转。眼睛却不停的在四周环视。发现方圆五百里都没有猎物。有点泄气，心里盘算着再等它一个三五分钟。再没有收获，，就立即闪人。

就在没有意识要留下的情况下，男人发现一点钟的方向，来了一个丰满的女人。样貌不太清晰，只知道女人有着圆滑却丰满的身段。男人二话不说的就拿起磨了很久的威士忌杯子往目标走去。

男人还没开口询问，女人倒大方的请他坐下。在只有几厘米的距离下，男人看见女人瓜子脸有大大的眼睛，长长的睫毛，高高的鼻子，樱桃的小嘴，隐约间还闻到了一股淡淡的香水味。女人嘴角微微上翘，喝着还冻的饮料。另一只手的尾指还时不时有意无意地触碰男人。男人虽然意识到危机，但男人是喜欢冒险的动物。。。于是就不管三七二十一的就与女人搭上了。

二十分钟后，男人女人已经迫不及待地在繁忙都市的其中一间旅馆里翻云覆雨。女人也不是省油的灯，把男人逼得快疯了，非要把他的精力消耗尽才肯罢休。终于，男人跨了。。。累得睡在女人的身边。动也不动的一直到天亮。。。醒来后，男人意兴阑珊的起身伸了伸懒腰。看看身边的空位，有点疑惑，因为女人不见了。女人只在男人的床边，放了一张纸条。男人看后，嘴角微微翘起，穿了衣服就退了房。

你很猛，你让我留念了。

去拿车时，从裤带拿出钥匙时，另一张纸条又掉了出来。乍看之下，原来是酒店房客里的纸张。男人捡起纸张，打开来看，是女人的字迹。他认得，因为他刚看过同样的字迹。

女人同样的给男人留了言。同样的字条，同样的字迹，同样的男人与同样的女人，但这次男人不笑了。。。女人的字让男人傻了眼。。。

上个月你在同样的酒吧迷奸了一个女孩，之后你与几位朋友一起分享了那个女孩。你应该还记得吧？那女孩因为那次恶劣的性行为而得到了阳性的反应。今天，是时候还给你了。还认得我吗？

忙碌的面试

29th September 2009

这个月，公司忙着请人，人事部忙得很。每天打电话来应征的从20出头到55岁的多不胜数。光是在网站申请的，就有的让负责人忙得透不过气。

我个人面试的要诀：除了要细阅candidates的履历外，还要了解他们现有的工作背景与经验。我比较重视个人的工作表现与动力。。至于价钱，它是重要的因素之一-这是老板最关心的事。

安排了好多好多的应征者来面试，这个星期五的空档就已经被预约满了。从早上的10点开始一直到5点都没有停。除了下午两个小时的午餐可以休休息息、 吃吃饭外，接下来就是要好好的面试。。。

昨天，有个人打电话来询问，接着就e了他的履历表给我。我还来不及看，今天他又来电问我收到了没，可以给他来面试什么的一大堆问题。我于心不忍，又把他放进我的预约表。就这样，星期五都被预约满了。

最不忍心看到他们失望的表情。我的良心是温的。不是“凉”的。所以看到他们失望的样子，我还真的会难过。也觉得很抱歉。。。真是的，坏人都是由我来做！讨厌！讨厌！讨厌！难过！难过！难过！

希望大家来应征时，好好准备。踢你出去，我也不想的。。。

我的猫猫

23th September 2009

这几天都忙着家里的事物，帮妈妈的忙不多，可捣蛋却很多。凌乱的家具与用品把我都掩埋了，埋在自己的东西里，七零八乱的。。。收上好一整天。一样样的丢了又捡，捡了又丢的弄了好一整天。实在看不下去。。。

虽然如此，但我再整理时，也找到了我遗失的东西。。我遗失很久的小猫猫。。。好开心。。。当我还是一个小宝宝的时候，这个猫猫就跟在我身边了。妈妈怕不见，于是在我小学时就把它收了起来一直到大学时，妈妈才给回我。可是， 我为了怕把它弄不见，就把它东存西放的。到最后，自己放在那里都忘了。。。找了很久、很久。。。

终于。。。我找到了。。。

沉思

14th September 2009

这样的事情已经不是第一次了。辗转难眠的夜里，我还能怎么样。。。

缘分的天空，又怎么能少了我呢？

最近，感觉很密。好像不知觉会有人跑来提起他。而且是常常都会有人提起他又或者Indirectly跟他有些关系。摸不着头脑，又不信邪的。。。缘分的分子，照理应该不会理我才对。。。

那天，Victor问起我Henry呢。。我第一个反应是：他怎么会问？哦，原来我忘了他和他是classmate。真大头虾。。。只是简单的说：“我们分开了。”既清楚、简单又毫无瓜葛的答案最让人心寒。

今天，kk突然问起我感情的事。他问我Henry过后，我有没有再遇见什么人的。。。我说没有。他似乎充满疑惑的向我再次确认。。。这些事，没有什么好隐瞒的，而且又不是见不得人。如果我有，准不会像艺人那样东躲西藏的。。。

我与自己有个约定。一段感情结束后的一年内，都不会开始另一段感情。以前是，现在是，将来也是。

最主要的原因是我尊重我的另一半。不想让别人觉得我们之间有第三者或有损他名誉的事。。。这绝对是我对他的尊重与感情所能做的一点点。感情显然不是一天说散就散，说分就分。如果今天分开，下个星期就有新欢。。。这样的感情。。。就像被心爱的人欺骗一样。那种疼痛的感觉，最骗不了人。

时过境迁，我依然还放不开，还是很在乎这一切。感情本来就是这样。笨笨的。。。做傻事一流！明知道无聊，还是要做！明知道很废，还是傻傻的跟着去。。。因为跟心爱的人在一起，做什么都会愿意与乐意。

两个固执的人在一起，就要互相忍让与包容。忘了是那个男性朋友对我说的：男生会无条件的包容自己心爱的女生。再忙，也会抽时间见个面，拨通电话聊聊天。。。你会看到你的男人自动自发的为你付出。

我不反对，也不同意。因为有些男生，就真的不懂得表达自己。如果真的要这么说。那么，如果他可以长时间不找你，不包容你，不为你牺牲。。。是不是代表他不爱你了？
不不不。。。也许，我的他。。。比较后知后觉吧。。。不擅于表达自己。。。朋友说我自欺欺人。。。我有吗？真是的。。。也许，也许，也许，一年前的我们，都不适合吧。。。

KK说这样很好，因为我跟谁都还可以是朋友，而且还那么在乎对方。。。
*p/s:哈哈。。说穿我是没有人要才扮成这样的。。。ok！

沉思

微风轻轻掠过，
雨点悄悄滑落，
沉重的心 特别容易难过

包袱重重在后，
心理沉沉的痛，
我的感觉 为何你不会懂

时光快快闪过，
回忆遥遥坠落，
坚强的人 此刻特别寂寞

长夜漫漫落寞，
呼吸静静陪我，
相爱的人 一定会有结果

Bonus Weekend

12th September 2009

Boring weekend bring nothing to me... early in the morning I have no date since I have no car...while I am day dreaming, Dolfnn date me for shopping..but too bad, I have no car so I cannot be with her since the place is far from my house..

After that, Chris date me to have a tea with him, hmm, this 1 very near my house so can just go...cause I have no car, so have to ask my Aunt to help me out..

During the tea with Chris, another 2 person come to us which is his housemate and housemate's girlfriend. The world is really small..this is because his housemate and housemates girlfriend are my friends..which is Victor and Susan.

During night time, my god brother have a date with Susan and she ask me join them. In the end, all of us went for Steamboat..brother ask Susan don't tell me that he going to bring his new girlfriend and introduce to me but Susan told..muhaha...no surprise..but have fun..

This weekend, can consider a Bonus Weekend since I have no date at first, but in the end, it full with programme and we chat a lot until midnight...the funny thing happened... My God Brother - Vincent Chionh said scare me will lost then ask me to follow his car and he lead the way...mana tau, in the end...I am the one...who lead him back...muhaha...

This weekend, really have fun..Wish everyone have nice weekend...

day @ Equatarial Hotel

6th September 2009

After a big whole day busy with my staff and some family staff, I was tire like mad and lie on bed from 3pm++ and straight away I fall sleep until 5pm++.. Once I wake up, I found that I was late..I have a nice schedule with my God sister at Equatorial Hotel.

Within 5 minutes, I rushing to keep my belongings and get myself ready for our activity. I date her at 530pm but I slept until 520pm. Until she message me, I just get up from my bed..hehe..padum muka to rush...

This is the 1st time I go to Equatorial Hotel to swim, Jagushi, Steam and Sauna...last time was in Renaissance Hotel and this time we change to Equatorial Hotel.

Feel so nice to steam myself in the steam room and the Sauna room. The nicer for me is the Jaguchi...swimming pool was a little bit dirt compare with Renaissance Hotel. About the fitness, I don't know the condition about Equatorial Hotel since we have no time to go for Fitness. Renaissance Hotel Fitness was nice...

AFter Whole night activity, guess what...we went for a heavy dinner - Steamboat...Tom Yam Steamboat...Our favorite food..muhaha..ah jie said so wasted..cause we susah payah went to exercise in the end, we take heavy food..

Muhaha...ah jie, now don't want to eat, you want to wait until when to eat? hehe..nice day to have a nice activity at Equatorial Hotel..

Island cafe during National day..

31st Aug 2009

This year National day there have nothing in the town. No gathering, no celebration, no programme and have nothing due to the H1N1 issue.

The only thing everyone of us will feel happy I think that is because of the Holiday. After a nice nap along the journey, I am so energetic and started to find some programme for my day.

In the end, I have a date with Terrance at Island cafe just to hang out with him and release some bad feeling on me.

We have a lot of mind share and some of our though are same. So, we exchange our life story and childhood happiness...until current life issue.He asked me about my relation, I was stuck and don't know how to start it. I told him can we just skip this issue and he is very gentlemen without ask for the reason, we skip it.

After a moment,I felt so sorry to escape from it since he told me all of his thing and I like cheating him without do any sharing. So, I just highlight the main point and I asked him a Question. He give me a good answer and his though. I am glad...

This Question I have been asking myself day by day for so many time and even I know that the Question and the problem shouldn't place all on me but I will still think and analysis is that my problem, am I really did it wrongly and etc. After his answer and opinion, I think from now onward I can really let go those happened on me. Just because that is not the way I should be and I should have with some others human. I not dare to said with my full heart but at least I work hard.

Was chatting with him for so many thing...family, relation and whatever it is. In the end, he comment that I am just too easy to trust people. Sometime will let some bad human come to me hurt me and treat me bad. I am glad that he willing to share with me those silly story until midnight 1am.

Actually I don't know how to describe my feeling on that. I will only trust my friend instead of stranger. My family and Future Life partner, I will trust 1000000..........% in the rest of my life. Maybe I am really silly especially when someone trying to cheat me or lie to me. By the way, if live in a place which full with suspect and doubtful...I rather trust my friends. They want to cheat me or not, that is nothing to do...

For me, if You never want to trust people who surrounding you, you making them suffer and you will never happy and you will never get true love as well...( of course don't overload! eg: you have a ugly hairstyle but your friend still praise you and said: Nice nice..it look like Andy Lau...then you can just go to Slap your friend!)

*p/s: of course it is in a normal situation. Special cases are not included in this statement. If you know that fellow got some bad action on you and you still want to trust on him or her...you can go to bang your head with Tofu...that is what silly and STUPID called!!!