God bless MaMa

1st September 2008

Today feel very moody, this is because my Mummy suddenly falls sick and almost faint down due to her sickness. Morning, I emergency send her into clinic and asked for injection.

I have no idea to help her beside cook for her and ready the medicine for her. I have prepared food for her, but since morning until now, there have nothing inside her stomach. Without any food, she still takes her medicine. I really worried whether her illness body can support or not. I really worry about her and this few months, I found out there have too many things come in once and I felt going to collapse soon.

While I was in moody mode, I have a chat with Zh3n Yi3n for awhile. It is one of the ways to release my feeling. After talk with him, I feel quite okay and not that tension as before. Maybe sometime I really need to show my true feeling instead of hiding it. He encourages and comfort me a lot. We use to chat about our life. I am glad about that. We still know each other. Thanks for the concern, I am still Optimistic.

After awhile, I receive a message from Fen Fen; she told me that Fish already went to KL. Oh bad! Too bad! I didn’t meet him before he leave. Although KL with Melaka is not that far, the feeling is totally different. What I can say is: The fate brought us together and separates us as well. As his sister, I would like to wish him all the best in future. No matter how, I will still take him as my brother forever.