我们最特别的节目—之偷偷摸摸的欢乐时光。。。

17th January 2009

忙了整整一个星期，该做得终于在我刻苦耐力的OT下，完成了。太高兴了吧。那种看见自己成就慢慢形成的感觉，太令我满足了。突然好爱自己，也很欣赏自己的办事能力。原来，我是可以这样努力、这么刻苦、这么有毅力与坚持的。。。哈哈。。。自我吹捧。突然觉得自己很自恋。

昨天突然建议放工后与我那几位超级偶像同事去当K歌之王。由于我那欠扁的同事，I君说不能出席，但后来还是OK了，令原本被逼要延期的节目又如期的上映了。安排好节目后，老板突然问我们会不会唱K。这一问，我们全都呆住了， 因为唱K的事，除了我们几个，并没有别人知道。结果那两个超级可爱的同事及竟然不约而同的望着我。炸到。。。赢了咯。。。管我什么事哦。

其实是老板要约我们在即将来临的星期去餐馆包厢吃收工宴与唱K。原来如此。其实我们不是不要约老板，因为大家手上都有太多的CASE要处理了。而且我们也是突然决定的。要约老板或不，都很奇怪，所以就干脆不问咯。真是有惊无险的。

卸下了手上的工作，我们就一行人一起离开公司。感觉很大场面，因为这是我们有史以来，第一次大伙一起离开。。。哈哈。。。老板肯定吓了一跳。

到了K BOX，我们一入厢房就不知道是谁人点了首新年歌。很好笑咯，竟然点年歌咯。。。吃完Buffet后，大家就开始‘乱’起来了。到后来，我们竟然从唱歌变成了“喊歌”。还要是越喊越精彩的那种。哈哈。。。那个欠打的I君，竟然唱我的CASE。什么把A****甩掉，甩掉A****。。。我听到它的名字都怕，这家伙竟然还大大声的唱出来。小子，我看你是嫌命长了吧。。。

再说说我那两个超级可爱的同事，那个S妹妹，我还不知道原来她那么唱得。从开始就一直唱到结束。不用来个中场休息、小休回气的。歌唱到没完没了。至于另一个B姐姐就。。。哦。。。她有个很特别的嗜好，我也是刚刚才知道的，就是她喜欢去K BOX听人家唱歌。不知道的人，还以为这样听歌会比较好听。。。哈哈。。。她说她不会看中文，可她又不点英文歌。。。姐姐，虽然我比你小，可也不用这样点我的嘛。骗谁啊。。。威了咯。。。然后那个I君，我竟然觉得他唱歌很好听。突然很欣赏他。。。也不知道他那天有没有骗鬼吃豆腐，玩对觜。哈哈。。。

时间转眼就过去了。。。看一看表已近午夜12点了。我们的听众是负责这次交通的项目，就这样踏遍马六甲的送我们回去。。。因为，我们住得都太远了。。。辛苦你了咯，姐姐。

这样的欢乐时光，不但促进我们之间的感情，还大大的让我们抛掉烦恼与忧愁。。。希望接下来的日子，大家都会很快乐、很开心、很愉快。。。预祝大家：新年快乐。。。

丢不去的回忆

11th January 2009

今天被妈妈逼着要我打扫房间，由于东西甚多，加上我又无心收拾，搞了一整天，小小的房间，才收拾好那么的一点点，进度实在是比想象中的慢上十万八千里。没办法，开着电脑看戏又整理的。。。能快到哪里去呢？

妈妈看见我的东西，不仅摇头，还投诉我制造了很多的垃圾，搞得房间处处尘埃。我逼于无奈唯有尽量减轻负担，随手拿了用不着的东西，就往外丢。有些东西虽然只用了几次，碍于不是常用的，就忍痛丢了。

收拾时，不小心看到了一些东西，勾起了我的回忆。。。那些东西，我还收着不舍得丢。其实我实在很不明白自己，为什么还那么执著于那些所谓的过眼云烟。。。

我告诉自己：无论如何，都要把回忆给丢了。。。终于，我还是把东西。。。留下了。

我有很好的老板。。。

9th January 2009

再过不久，就快新年了。算一算日子，我也工作了3个月。在这3个月里，学到的，虽然不多，毕竟，只有短短的3个月能学的东西，实在有限。唯有尽量吸取，听取教诲，好好讨教。

今天与老板会面后，之前我所担心的事，随之一扫而空。结束这3个月的工作后，就要从回学校的怀抱了。接下来的这5个月里，我很希望可以好好的跟同学姐妹朋友们好好的见一见，聚一聚。因为将来的去向，在我的心里，已经有一个方向。。。

谢谢我的老板。。。他给的鼓励，其实也是我的想法，只是，我还没有得到确定的肯定。。。然而现在，我已经肯定的知道。。。

知道自己要的是什么了。。。

Don't Ever let Go..

6th January 2009

If you do not love a person,
Please let go.
For others to have the opportunity to love her.
If you loved abandoned you,
Please open up themselves,
So that they have the opportunity to love others.
Some things you will not like it belongs to you,
Some things you nostalgia also doomed to give up.
There are many kinds of life.
But do not let himself as a harm.
Some of fate is doomed to lose

Fear

2nd January 2009

It is the 1st Blog which I have post on this New Year 2009. Recall the Y/E 2008, I can only summarise in this short sentence: Life is short, it is another year which I have ever waste.

Think of this Year 2009,

I am fear,

We all have fear

fear of darkness,

fear of pain,

fear of death,

And I...

I have fear of goodbye...

We all have fear,

Fear that is pointless,

My fear is real...

The goodbyes will come,

I want to freeze time,
Cause it is running out...

As the seconds tick by,

I fall farther,

Deeper into my nightmares,

I am scared of not making it,

Not after saying goodbye...

I am scared to live without thee,

Where to go,
What to do,
I fear being lost...

With no where to turn,

I am always fear of one word,

I fear of......

Goodbye!

UnH3AlthY 2008...

29th December 2008

Soon...2008 going to end. Christmas, for me is just a day. I have no mood to attend any invitation.

Sometime, I will think about it: Where will my soul going to be after I leave this world? Sometime, I will always think about it: Will anyone feel sad, remember me, feel not hearted enough to let me go and etc. etc. etc.?

Money for me is now just a small thing... and...
Health for me is everything...

On this coming new year, I hope everyone will be happy and if I have do something that make people sad...Kindly forgive me...

DepreSsssssssss

19th December 2008

Working is always my life...today get scolded by boss, but actually not really scold...just ask and give another order to me and my senior...feel tension and after all I feel depress...
I am always like and can work under pressure...

Again again and again...I always tell myself...I love my work.....

My set of Swarovski.

19th December 2008

That Day My Cousin wedding, Vincent buy me a set of Crystal it made with Swarovski Components from South Affrica (if I am not mistaken) and it cost Rm300++. He buy 2 different set for me and another 1 is for Ah Kim...both of us got the nice nice jewelry. I wear it to attend cousin wedding...Nan Ah Kim saw get my jewelry she feel so happy and envy that I have 1 set..

haha..ask Nan Jiu Jiu buy for you lor...hehe...

my Crystal...

Lovely Choco...

17th December 2008

My little adorable going to back to KL d, Vincent back from KL to fecth them home...haha...guess what, he come back from KL just a day buy he still bring me a little present...really nice...

My Chocolate...I love Chocolate...Mozz Choco...

Love You the most lor....

EOM trip...

16th December 2008

My little adorable going back to KL tomorrow, I really feel a bit sian when they are not beside me...I have promise to bring them go to EOM before they back to KL...today if I still don't want to bring them go, for sure they will be very disappointed to I this Da Jie Jie...

Today work not so much, I can leave on time. I can bring them go...that big mei mei naughty naughty...keep want to buy dvd as UPSR present..bring them go to MP shopping, that little boy say hungry want to eat thing...Oh My God...I really mad...After go Mp shop, I buy them McD as Dinner, then bring them go to EOM...they so happy and satisfied...look at their smile...I am really happy..although I am very tire, I am really happy...

Those are my Little adorable.
The view From Top of EOM.













Melaka View...














This is My little boy.















This is my Big Mei Mei














EOM view...nice...

My Choco ( imported from Sg...)

15th December 2008

Finally today my little adorable come back from Singapore...I this Da Jie Jie didn't go Singapore but I get Present From my brother and my mum...I feel so happy cause even though they went to there but they stil remember to buy me present...

This is my mum buy for me de...

This is my aunty buy for me de...(my Flavor)

This 1, is my brother buy for me de..

The Chocky As big As My Pringles..

SunD@y triP~

14th December 2008

La La La~~Sunday is the best...No need work...Mummy bring my little adorable go to Singapore holiday...Left me at home (cause I have to work) so bore...but luckily my jimui come back then early in the morning we sleep until 12pm then go for our lunch. After that we go to swim car river at Bukit Beruang (actually we are looking for a house for my jimui to Stay)...good good...in th end we get a room...

After that we go to Mp shop for whole day and buy so many thing...really feel happy and satisfied...I have been long time didn't go for shopping...Mp pc fair so many people there, I with jimui shop for awhile then quickly run out...

Night time we took our dinner at Pearl cafe...after out meal, we back to home fan san ka...haha...really enjoy...

Food PoisoNing.

13th December 2008

After zz for whole night, I feel so satisfied...hehe...long time didn't sleep as tight as today..Night time have a date with YC Lye..he said going to bring along a friend to join our date...I am always happy to know more friend...

At night, he come to fetch me...hehe...mana tau that friend he bring along...I already know liao...is my primary schoolmate - Dennis...really...I am a small small world, and a small small world, is not a big big world if you know me...~~

Wahaha...after that we go to Pearl Cafe to have our drink there, I still feel so sick due to food poisoning...although I didn't take anything after my lunch with my jimui...I feel so full and have no appetite until night time...

haizzz...sick sick very bad...food poisoning very suffer.........................

Our L@dieSsss night~

12th December 2008

Yesterday Mb come back, we have many plan...tonight we plan to go for something special...hehe...especially Melinde...she said she want to go to some special places...then we plan to go when MB is back...

Tonight is the day...actually long long ago, Melinde with me plan to go but due to some reason, at last we didn't turn out..yeah...we going to Sunshine...

At there we chit chat and just take some light soft herba tea, sudddenly got people treat 3 of us drink...after awhile there have 2 guys come to us and sit together with us...opp...we was so worry and a bit nervous but hence we act like sporting and nothing...

After chat with that 2 guys for awhile, that 2 guys ask about our age...haizzz, you don't girl's aging is top secret meh? So, sure we didn't tell la..and that Melinde pasal attract those guys come to us...haha..powerful my dear...

After do those stupid thing (keep lying to that 2 guys about our background) we leave around 2am..

Mb and me...

This is mb~

This is SKY

This is Melinde

No swiMmInG~

11th December 2008

Today my jimui back from USJ, early in the morning 3 of us - Fen, MB & ME already decided take lunch together...after lunch we plan to have an exercise after y work but too bad...they fetch me at 530pm sharp ( so ngam my boss not around, no need hang off myself for so long).

Once we depart to our destination...Oh my god...Raining....sweat... we already long time didn't go to swim at our Old Place, today we plan to go but it rain...

In the end, we turn up to JJ and shopping...really sweat...haizzz...

rain oh rain...although I love rainy day...but can you rain on time?hehe...