All these precious moments
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven
That holding me all night
I don't know how i found you
I am thankful that I have
Now that I have the love so true
To hold,
To keep,
To share...
In my heartI can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I will always be
with you untill the very end
In this world,
there is no place I had rather be
You are
my life,
my soul,
my girl
And throught it all
I know that you have come to see
That you are the one
Till the end
All my friends around me
Say you had be gone too soon
But I am gonna make them see
We have found our way back home
Friday, August 22, 2008
Life~~
I think… It is the time for me to be more independent and be more mature. I make use to it. Life can be very miserable, special and thoughtful. I know I understand what did TY meaning d. I will let go it and act as what I should be.
Thanks you my dear friend
It had been long time I didn’t update my blog. It might be my problem. This is because I neglect my blog. Never care for it feeling. I just always focus the other blog. In the end, I lost my time for it.
I really think a lot for this few months. Maybe is time for me not to be a small girl. I thanks for those who always support me and help me all the time. The feeling is very true, the support is very sincere…I am very sure.
I might not be a very good friend to them but I am sure I can also be a very good listener. Just sometime we really need to find a door to let go something that we couldn’t hide inside anymore. It is not that difficult. Instead, it is very simple.
Just like what Sa Lao always tell me: is like de, don’t always give yourself problem. This is his phrase. I know he just try to find some correct way to comfort me. I know he care me.
Second, is another best friend Kuan Kuan. He is a future psychology doctor (might be) we use to share many idea and thought as well. We really share a lot and I learn a lot from him. We always use psychology method to discuss our problem.
Third, is my XS’s partner, SK-II. He is the one who always teach how to communicate with others. Every time I have problem he will give me some solution.
And here is the one I really want to kick a lot. Victor is one of my very friends, he always like to point out my hidden feeling. I hate him. I hate him can read me very well. I use to be hiding in front of him but in the end I fail to do so. I admit what he said is really correct and straight to the point.
The last is TY. He is a friend who really knows me very well. Maybe this is because I feel comfortable to talk with him so we can share. He is right, why want to let myself stop at the beginning point? Sometime we make the decision is not because of us, is for others. I use to understand more.
I already forget there how many single nights I have lost my sleep. Thanks to them, during all the night, they always beside me and give me support.
I really think a lot for this few months. Maybe is time for me not to be a small girl. I thanks for those who always support me and help me all the time. The feeling is very true, the support is very sincere…I am very sure.
I might not be a very good friend to them but I am sure I can also be a very good listener. Just sometime we really need to find a door to let go something that we couldn’t hide inside anymore. It is not that difficult. Instead, it is very simple.
Just like what Sa Lao always tell me: is like de, don’t always give yourself problem. This is his phrase. I know he just try to find some correct way to comfort me. I know he care me.
Second, is another best friend Kuan Kuan. He is a future psychology doctor (might be) we use to share many idea and thought as well. We really share a lot and I learn a lot from him. We always use psychology method to discuss our problem.
Third, is my XS’s partner, SK-II. He is the one who always teach how to communicate with others. Every time I have problem he will give me some solution.
And here is the one I really want to kick a lot. Victor is one of my very friends, he always like to point out my hidden feeling. I hate him. I hate him can read me very well. I use to be hiding in front of him but in the end I fail to do so. I admit what he said is really correct and straight to the point.
The last is TY. He is a friend who really knows me very well. Maybe this is because I feel comfortable to talk with him so we can share. He is right, why want to let myself stop at the beginning point? Sometime we make the decision is not because of us, is for others. I use to understand more.
I already forget there how many single nights I have lost my sleep. Thanks to them, during all the night, they always beside me and give me support.
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Our Dinner
22nd May 2008
Today, we were having our last paper. Thanks God. Finally we can run from it. We can release our tension since the exam is over. After the paper, 5 of us plan to have a dinner at Le Garden. Fen, Mb, Tricia, Jay and Me. That is a dinner for us to celebrate the final is over. Thousands of words inside my heart have made me feel so sorrow. This is because we going to separate due to training programmed.
After the dinner at Le Garden, we have another round at Jetty. At there, we take photo, we chit chat, we share our heart talk…before leaving, we hug each others as a taken of jimui sign. We really don’t want to leave each others. 3 years…we have stay together for 3 years time. Just try to imagine this is our life in this 3 years time:
We have lunch together,
We have dinner together,
We eat Sushi together,
We eat buffet together,
We yamcha together,
We take steamboat together,
We celebrate each other birthday turn by turn,
We meet each other in class at least 5 days a week,
We talk to each others,
We have pillow talk,
We have heart to heart talk,
We help each others up,
We study together,
We do assignment together,
We have meeting together,
We boycott same people together,
We help out to share each other problem,
We give support to each other,
We skip class together,
We shopping together,
We even hate same animal together!
Etc…
We have spent more time which each other than our family. It is already a part of my life. I really feel so sad and do not have heart harder enough to let it be.
Just wants to tell my Jimui: I really feel happy to have you all as my best friends. In this 3 years time, we never quarrel or have any internal problem. We forgive each other when there have some conflict. We tolerate each others. This is how we manage our jimui-ship. We never fight with each other to get the higher score in study. We even share the tips among ourselves. This is how we communicate and how we stay with each others.
Jimui, really thanks to have you all. Without you all, I will never have all the happy hour with you all. I will always Love You all the most! I promise!
Today, we were having our last paper. Thanks God. Finally we can run from it. We can release our tension since the exam is over. After the paper, 5 of us plan to have a dinner at Le Garden. Fen, Mb, Tricia, Jay and Me. That is a dinner for us to celebrate the final is over. Thousands of words inside my heart have made me feel so sorrow. This is because we going to separate due to training programmed.
After the dinner at Le Garden, we have another round at Jetty. At there, we take photo, we chit chat, we share our heart talk…before leaving, we hug each others as a taken of jimui sign. We really don’t want to leave each others. 3 years…we have stay together for 3 years time. Just try to imagine this is our life in this 3 years time:
We have lunch together,
We have dinner together,
We eat Sushi together,
We eat buffet together,
We yamcha together,
We take steamboat together,
We celebrate each other birthday turn by turn,
We meet each other in class at least 5 days a week,
We talk to each others,
We have pillow talk,
We have heart to heart talk,
We help each others up,
We study together,
We do assignment together,
We have meeting together,
We boycott same people together,
We help out to share each other problem,
We give support to each other,
We skip class together,
We shopping together,
We even hate same animal together!
Etc…
We have spent more time which each other than our family. It is already a part of my life. I really feel so sad and do not have heart harder enough to let it be.
Just wants to tell my Jimui: I really feel happy to have you all as my best friends. In this 3 years time, we never quarrel or have any internal problem. We forgive each other when there have some conflict. We tolerate each others. This is how we manage our jimui-ship. We never fight with each other to get the higher score in study. We even share the tips among ourselves. This is how we communicate and how we stay with each others.
Jimui, really thanks to have you all. Without you all, I will never have all the happy hour with you all. I will always Love You all the most! I promise!
My present
9th May 2008
Today is my birthday. Step into 22nd stage I feel there have nothing different. If you really ask me what is the different from it I can only says that: I am older than last year. Sound so simple, but thing makes it change. Life will never be simple. Or I should say: life can’t be simple.
Once it reached 12am, 9th May 2008. I receive so many messages from my best friends. All of them wish me all the best and wish me happy birthday. I feel so sweet and happy. For me, the best whishes from my friends is always the best present for me.
This year, I receive very special present from 2 of my best friends. Jewelry? Cash? Valuable thing? No! No! No! This is not about money. This is all about the true from heart creation.
While I was head aching studying in library and fight for my final, I receive a message from my friend- Eric Lim, a best friends which I know him for 4 years time. He is currently at CJ. He have email me a birthday song which sang by him. He sends me the song as my birthday present. Last year he also sang me the birthday song but only with one sentence. This year, I request for a full version birthday song. He really sang me a full version song. When I listen to the song, I feel so touching and feel so happy. My tear is going to drop from my eye. Be honest, if he is now in front of me, I will hug him and say: I feel happy to have you as my best friend. Never regret! Never change. The birthday song sang by him is now inside my phone. Thanks to have you.
Here is another best friend, which is-Simon Wong. I also knew this naughty guy for 4 years time and he is currently at CJ as well. That day he called to me and chats with me for almost 1 hour. While we chit chatting, he sing me a birthday song through phone. I feel so happy as well. Still remember last year while my birthday, he also call to me and sang me a birthday song. I feel very surprise. When I listen to the birthday song, I really feel funny. This is because he is so funny and cutie. This year, he also sang me one. I really feel happy and touching on it. If you are now in front of me, I really will hug you and say the same thing: I feel happy to have you as my best friend. Never regret! Never change. Thanks to have you.
The main reason for me to feel so happy is: I didn’t meet them for so many day and night but they still remember my birthday and give me the special present as my birthday surprise. This is not redeemable for cash. For me, this is even more valuable than money. I really want to thanks to two of you…
I have make a wish for my 22nd birthday; I hope I can meet you two in my coming birthday…this is because, we going to graduate soon, I don’t want to lose anyone of you. Wish to see you all soon.
Will it come true…
Today is my birthday. Step into 22nd stage I feel there have nothing different. If you really ask me what is the different from it I can only says that: I am older than last year. Sound so simple, but thing makes it change. Life will never be simple. Or I should say: life can’t be simple.
Once it reached 12am, 9th May 2008. I receive so many messages from my best friends. All of them wish me all the best and wish me happy birthday. I feel so sweet and happy. For me, the best whishes from my friends is always the best present for me.
This year, I receive very special present from 2 of my best friends. Jewelry? Cash? Valuable thing? No! No! No! This is not about money. This is all about the true from heart creation.
While I was head aching studying in library and fight for my final, I receive a message from my friend- Eric Lim, a best friends which I know him for 4 years time. He is currently at CJ. He have email me a birthday song which sang by him. He sends me the song as my birthday present. Last year he also sang me the birthday song but only with one sentence. This year, I request for a full version birthday song. He really sang me a full version song. When I listen to the song, I feel so touching and feel so happy. My tear is going to drop from my eye. Be honest, if he is now in front of me, I will hug him and say: I feel happy to have you as my best friend. Never regret! Never change. The birthday song sang by him is now inside my phone. Thanks to have you.
Here is another best friend, which is-Simon Wong. I also knew this naughty guy for 4 years time and he is currently at CJ as well. That day he called to me and chats with me for almost 1 hour. While we chit chatting, he sing me a birthday song through phone. I feel so happy as well. Still remember last year while my birthday, he also call to me and sang me a birthday song. I feel very surprise. When I listen to the birthday song, I really feel funny. This is because he is so funny and cutie. This year, he also sang me one. I really feel happy and touching on it. If you are now in front of me, I really will hug you and say the same thing: I feel happy to have you as my best friend. Never regret! Never change. Thanks to have you.
The main reason for me to feel so happy is: I didn’t meet them for so many day and night but they still remember my birthday and give me the special present as my birthday surprise. This is not redeemable for cash. For me, this is even more valuable than money. I really want to thanks to two of you…
I have make a wish for my 22nd birthday; I hope I can meet you two in my coming birthday…this is because, we going to graduate soon, I don’t want to lose anyone of you. Wish to see you all soon.
Will it come true…
My 22nd birthday
8th May 2008
Today is one of my jimui’s birthday-Jay. She is 1 day older than me. So, this is our culture-celebrate my birthday and her birthday on 8th and 9th of May. Is very special right? I feel very happy to have such simple but full with memory birthday with my beloved jimui.
Now are study weeks. All of us busying with the final exam and we all have so much tension on it. We everyday look at the note and refer the same. Even there have an exam, my jimui still take out the time for JS birthday. Really thanks to them and I feel so happy. I believe that Jay will also have the same feeling with me.
We were having our dinner at Cosmo Noodle Bar. A place I celebrate my 21st birthday. I feel very happy to have the photo section there. It makes me feel so sweet. After the dinner, we were having another drink and birthday cake section at Xuan-a café at Melaka Raya. They sing the song for me and Jay. Sound so nice.
Thanks to you all: MB, Fen Fen, Jay and my bro Goldfish. Did you guy realize there have someone is missing from the list? Yes, there is. But don’t misunderstand me. I never left out anyone. This is because one of my jimui absent from the celebration of JS birthday-Tricia. She falls sick during our celebration.
Without her it seems like very weir. This is because we are normal with 5 jimui in a group. This is the fact and it will never change until the day we graduate. I love my jimui.
Thanks to have you all as my jimui and give me a special day of birthday.
Today is one of my jimui’s birthday-Jay. She is 1 day older than me. So, this is our culture-celebrate my birthday and her birthday on 8th and 9th of May. Is very special right? I feel very happy to have such simple but full with memory birthday with my beloved jimui.
Now are study weeks. All of us busying with the final exam and we all have so much tension on it. We everyday look at the note and refer the same. Even there have an exam, my jimui still take out the time for JS birthday. Really thanks to them and I feel so happy. I believe that Jay will also have the same feeling with me.
We were having our dinner at Cosmo Noodle Bar. A place I celebrate my 21st birthday. I feel very happy to have the photo section there. It makes me feel so sweet. After the dinner, we were having another drink and birthday cake section at Xuan-a café at Melaka Raya. They sing the song for me and Jay. Sound so nice.
Thanks to you all: MB, Fen Fen, Jay and my bro Goldfish. Did you guy realize there have someone is missing from the list? Yes, there is. But don’t misunderstand me. I never left out anyone. This is because one of my jimui absent from the celebration of JS birthday-Tricia. She falls sick during our celebration.
Without her it seems like very weir. This is because we are normal with 5 jimui in a group. This is the fact and it will never change until the day we graduate. I love my jimui.
Thanks to have you all as my jimui and give me a special day of birthday.
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Sky’s Chinese Birthday
5th May 2008
For you guys’ information today is my Chinese Birthday. Be honest, I, myself, don’t know today is my Chinese birthday this is because I not really care about Chinese birthday. Why I purposely blog down here? This is because I have ah jie who sek me very much. 12am she already send me the wish to wish happy Chinese birthday. I thought she send to a wrong date so I didn’t care about it. The next days she dates me for lunch and she bring me go to a new place to try out a new food.
While taking out lunch, she asks me whether I know today is my birthday or not? I just realize today is my birthday. So funny, she is the one who remind me the date for my birthday. After the lunch, we go to walk around in Plaza Hero. Around 3pm++ I back to home to take a lazy nap.
At night, ah jie send me a message and ask me whether I have taken my dinner or not? I reply her not yet due to the belated lunch, I still not hungry yet. Then she said very good cause she wants to cook me a bowl of Mee Sua. I am surprise to hear it from her. She said birthday girl must take Mee Sua only consider birthday and have the feel of birthday. I really feel so happy because of it.
After half an hour, she delivery the noodle to my house and ask me to finish it so it only mean I am a birthday girl. The noodle was so nice and so tasted. I purposely message to my brother and tell him about my happiness. That genius brother said never heard that she know how to cook and ask me is she cook or her maid. I feel so funny but I told him, who cooked was that so important? For me, the meaning of it is very important for me. The rest…I not really care.
At last, really wants to say thanks to my ah jie who so sek me…Thanks you jie. I love you…
For you guys’ information today is my Chinese Birthday. Be honest, I, myself, don’t know today is my Chinese birthday this is because I not really care about Chinese birthday. Why I purposely blog down here? This is because I have ah jie who sek me very much. 12am she already send me the wish to wish happy Chinese birthday. I thought she send to a wrong date so I didn’t care about it. The next days she dates me for lunch and she bring me go to a new place to try out a new food.
While taking out lunch, she asks me whether I know today is my birthday or not? I just realize today is my birthday. So funny, she is the one who remind me the date for my birthday. After the lunch, we go to walk around in Plaza Hero. Around 3pm++ I back to home to take a lazy nap.
At night, ah jie send me a message and ask me whether I have taken my dinner or not? I reply her not yet due to the belated lunch, I still not hungry yet. Then she said very good cause she wants to cook me a bowl of Mee Sua. I am surprise to hear it from her. She said birthday girl must take Mee Sua only consider birthday and have the feel of birthday. I really feel so happy because of it.
After half an hour, she delivery the noodle to my house and ask me to finish it so it only mean I am a birthday girl. The noodle was so nice and so tasted. I purposely message to my brother and tell him about my happiness. That genius brother said never heard that she know how to cook and ask me is she cook or her maid. I feel so funny but I told him, who cooked was that so important? For me, the meaning of it is very important for me. The rest…I not really care.
At last, really wants to say thanks to my ah jie who so sek me…Thanks you jie. I love you…
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Trip
Today just get to know my mum going to bring me go to Taiwan after my final. I feel not that happy. This is not because of I dislike is cause I worry of the weather. Worry the weather will similar as the China's weather. But at last I also feel happy la since can go travel with my little sweetie Dear... My 3 adorable Cousin...hehe...so ma hapy lo..
Just wait for the day to come...
Welcome To Taiwan~~~
Just wait for the day to come...
Welcome To Taiwan~~~
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Worry~
Actually for today, I will only have my class at 2pm and i can sleep till quite late but due to some problem, I cannot enjoy the sweet rainy day on this morning. Wake up on 10am ++. After brush up myself, I have a meal which can consider as Breakfast and lunch as well.
After the meal, I depart to campus and have a Non-registre class on 12pm. Hehe...just to help up 2 person. Which is my jimui...
After helping them, I only go straigh to my 2pm class. Is very tire and boring. I believe that, there have no anyone like to attend the class. But what to do? We have no choice...
After cabut from another class. I go to do a very silly thing. Err... For me it is not silly but for others, I don't know... Just think that, If I didn't do so I might be no chance to do so...and I worry of someone...which I might not in his list at this moment, But I still go for it. I have the responsible to do so...Explain...Explain what is the truth...
Sorry~
After the meal, I depart to campus and have a Non-registre class on 12pm. Hehe...just to help up 2 person. Which is my jimui...
After helping them, I only go straigh to my 2pm class. Is very tire and boring. I believe that, there have no anyone like to attend the class. But what to do? We have no choice...
After cabut from another class. I go to do a very silly thing. Err... For me it is not silly but for others, I don't know... Just think that, If I didn't do so I might be no chance to do so...and I worry of someone...which I might not in his list at this moment, But I still go for it. I have the responsible to do so...Explain...Explain what is the truth...
Sorry~
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Cheese Cake
Today still not feeling well due to some headache problem. I feel so so so tire and no energy even wake up also make me feel a bit blur. But it still ok finally I be able to walk here and there but cannot run.Just walk.
Early in the morning, I receive a msg from ctw, then continue non-stop my phone keep ringing. i busy with replying all of my friends.. LC, Rain, Fen, Sk, Baby n etc... A bit annoying cause I feel not okay that ime sure there will have many interruption. But at last stil ok with all of them.
After a short rest, I feel recover 70%. Then I wake up to ready with my cheese cake. A cheese cake for many people. For LC, cause she not happy. I like to take a slide of cake when I was not happy and it can make me feel happy a bit. So, I hope she also happy with the sweetie cake. Then for ah rain, busy with fyp till no time to take lunch. A cheese cake girl wanna delivery to lab but it going to melt so i choose not to deliver to lab but wait at home. For my lovingly Mum, sh always said my cheese very nice and she love it very much. i feel happy there have a lot of people love it very much.
For me, I made the cake is just because of those who really like it, love it and appreciate it. Just example, if a person dislike it, the cake for him or her is nothing. The worst, the feedback from others will make me feel so sad and disappointed. But i felt happy with all of them, cause they all said it is nice and they really like it.(even though I know they said so is just try to comfort me. Anyway, Thanks to you all.)
Now is going to be 3pm, need to go for an Unknown talk in campus. I using ah rain com. to post a new story for my blog. And heard my jimui said, the talk is around 3 hours. I gong to faint inside the hall. Night time, Ze cheng date me for yc, I really donno i got energy for it ma...
God Bless...
Early in the morning, I receive a msg from ctw, then continue non-stop my phone keep ringing. i busy with replying all of my friends.. LC, Rain, Fen, Sk, Baby n etc... A bit annoying cause I feel not okay that ime sure there will have many interruption. But at last stil ok with all of them.
After a short rest, I feel recover 70%. Then I wake up to ready with my cheese cake. A cheese cake for many people. For LC, cause she not happy. I like to take a slide of cake when I was not happy and it can make me feel happy a bit. So, I hope she also happy with the sweetie cake. Then for ah rain, busy with fyp till no time to take lunch. A cheese cake girl wanna delivery to lab but it going to melt so i choose not to deliver to lab but wait at home. For my lovingly Mum, sh always said my cheese very nice and she love it very much. i feel happy there have a lot of people love it very much.
For me, I made the cake is just because of those who really like it, love it and appreciate it. Just example, if a person dislike it, the cake for him or her is nothing. The worst, the feedback from others will make me feel so sad and disappointed. But i felt happy with all of them, cause they all said it is nice and they really like it.(even though I know they said so is just try to comfort me. Anyway, Thanks to you all.)
Now is going to be 3pm, need to go for an Unknown talk in campus. I using ah rain com. to post a new story for my blog. And heard my jimui said, the talk is around 3 hours. I gong to faint inside the hall. Night time, Ze cheng date me for yc, I really donno i got energy for it ma...
God Bless...
Monday, April 21, 2008
Sick day
Early in the morning i wakeup on 8am and i was thinking want to go to class but at last i didn't turn out due to my sickness. I not feeling well on today. Then, i stay at home to become a lazy piglet. I was so tire and so tame on this few day. Donno why...
Afternoon, a person who I not really want to see make a call to disturb my dream. He talk a lot of rubbish to me and he make me feel so annoying. Then I talk in a very soft way due to my sickness but this stupid animal said I am actully trying to act like a spoil child to him. Oh My God! He thought he was my dear? He thought he was my lover? Please la, if you don't have money for a mirror i really don't mind to buy you one. Is not cause his outlook but he don't have any inner gentle to show out.
My God! He just keep make my sickness worst and worst... If can, I really hope to kick him. After lunch time, he appear in front of my house. Due to some anger and some thing happen, I have SLAP him. This is the first time SKY slap people. Even last time my ex make me so hurt and sad I never got heartharder enough to slap him. But this stupid animal, he get my present!
Today, i feel so happy...yeah!
Afternoon, a person who I not really want to see make a call to disturb my dream. He talk a lot of rubbish to me and he make me feel so annoying. Then I talk in a very soft way due to my sickness but this stupid animal said I am actully trying to act like a spoil child to him. Oh My God! He thought he was my dear? He thought he was my lover? Please la, if you don't have money for a mirror i really don't mind to buy you one. Is not cause his outlook but he don't have any inner gentle to show out.
My God! He just keep make my sickness worst and worst... If can, I really hope to kick him. After lunch time, he appear in front of my house. Due to some anger and some thing happen, I have SLAP him. This is the first time SKY slap people. Even last time my ex make me so hurt and sad I never got heartharder enough to slap him. But this stupid animal, he get my present!
Today, i feel so happy...yeah!
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Seremban
Yday accompany my jimui~Laychee go to interview. haha, she really elite. during interview stil can sms with me and chat with me. haha...after waiting for around 4hours, finally i saw her appear at the security department. i was so happy...
After that, we fly to Seremban take dinner. the Kopitiam's food very nice. I with Laychee take dinner n we share 2 foods.hehe...After the trip feel so tire and go laychee house rest rest. Then end of the day...
Before Leaving, I make a call to my mum and she ready a meal and ready the water for me to bath.Once I reach home, I got a meal ready in front of me. And i have the hot water for me to bath..(Cause Ah sky very scare of cold water so my mum ready the water for me to bath d.)
I lvoe You Mummy~
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