Monday, September 26, 2011

累了的旅程

星期一的晚上,要不停加班,昨晚没有睡好,今天做不完的工,加上疲惫不堪的身躯。。。真的有点吃不消。

烦恼的事已经让我苦不堪言了,一个人在外,难免会觉得孤单。。冷冷的雨,刺刺的风,夜里想找个可以依靠的人竟是何等的艰难。我也希望可以像别人一样,不顾一切的勇敢爱。可是有些勇敢是要付出代价的。爱情饮水饱的说法,已经不切实际了。

有的人会认为这样未免过于现实与无情。试问当你的爱情水喝完后,你,难道就不需要吃粥粉面饭吗?

现实一点吧年轻人,大富大贵就不需要。起码不用烦恼接下来的日子要怎么过。。。生活如果需要调味,那就来点酸味好过加点苦味。

烦恼的事已经多到快负荷不了了,我真的希望可以有人帮我负担,帮我烦恼,为我遮风挡雨。。。毕竟我的内心不像我的外表那么坚强。。。

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

车程的抉择

最近不知道搞什么,发现时间不是过的而是飞的。。时光飞逝这四个字是有根据的。

转眼又快要一个春天了,过去做了些什么我还真的懒得回应。毕竟回首除检讨过去,不外是在不断的提醒着我:
喂,你怎么做这样的傻事啊!
喂,你怎么又重复了呢!
喂,你怎么会做出这样的决定!
喂,你竟然做出这么不可理喻的事!
喂,你怎么糊里糊涂的去碰壁!
一年下来,我怎么好像都在白过啊!

人生本来就是个车程,
上下车的人你不是完全记得,但你只会隐约晓得。
刚刚车子驶到哪里你不能完全描述,你只能省略带过。
只有那个跟你走到最后的人才是你最后的那个。。。

虽然旅途上,会遇见许许多多形形色色的乘客,有你喜欢的路人,有你讨厌的过客,有你憎恨的坏人,也有你相逢恨晚的知己。。。
无论路程多么精彩难忘,我们都只能在终点站遇见能陪我们走到最后的伴侣。。。
或许他/她并不是你遇见最好的,但肯定是你的挚爱,能陪伴你一辈子的挚爱。。。

就因为看得越多,遇见得越少才会在终点站知道自己最想要的是什么。。。

我的慢慢系列。。。

01.慢慢的才知道,太在乎别人了往往会伤害自己

02.慢慢的才知道,对自己好的人会随着时间的流逝越来越少,

03.慢慢的才知道,一个人要自己对自己好,因为真正关心你的人很少,有了事他们也不一定会在你身边。所以要自己照顾自己

04.慢慢的才知道,真心对一个人好不一定有回报,而你忽略的人往往有可能是最重视你的,

05.慢慢的才知道,很多东西是可遇而不可求的,很多东西只能拥有一次,

06.慢慢的才知道,恋爱不一定是真心的,有可能是利益关系,有可能是攀比心理,

07.慢慢的才知道,不要和别人争论什么,因为那是没有结果的,无论谁对谁错,

08.慢慢的才知道,很多时候自己遇到不开心的事,千万不要渴望别人同情,大多数人会采取冷漠回敬的。那样会更让人家看不起,

09.慢慢的才知道,有很多东西是不属于你的,你使劲强求会遭天遣的,

10.慢慢的才知道,未必做每件事情都有意义,可是做的每件事情都觉得是一件回忆!


11.慢慢的才知道,人的性格可以差异到如此之大,

12.慢慢的才知道,许多曾经的人会变的让你认不出,但请留住回忆。


13.慢慢的才知道,从现在开始应该把握每一个你能把握的人,放弃你留不住的人,不要因为想留住个别人而失去一群人。

14.慢慢的才知道,自己一定在乎自己的自尊,但你的自尊在别人眼里根本不算什么,

15.慢慢的才知道,不要心情不好的时候对周围人发脾气,渴望他们谅解你,人家不是你的父母,现在你可以明白父母对自己多么重要,

16.慢慢的才知道,即便有人对情感看的无所谓,你一定要坚信,人与人之间的感情,有可能会令所有东西都无法超越的,但记住,只是有可能,

17.慢慢的才知道,原来现实如此的无奈。

18.慢慢的才知道,会遇到许多自己看不惯的人或事,但那与你无关,别人爱咋整随他便,别生不该生的气,不值,

19.慢慢的才知道,两个天天在一起的人不一定是朋友,有可能什么都不是,

20.慢慢的才知道,会遇到很多诱惑,无论别人怎么样,你是你,你有你的原则和底限,

21.慢慢的才知道,会有人很讨厌你或者和你过不去,但是他爱怎么样就怎么样,我们要大度,不和小人计较,但前提是你正确,

22.慢慢的才知道,很多人无法理解男女之间的朋友关系,在一起就一定是恋人,不是恋人就一定不能在一起,

23.慢慢的才知道,学习要刻苦,因为凭聪明就能应付考试科目的人是凤毛翎角,

24.慢慢的才知道,原来时间一空闲下来是那么无聊,丝毫没有中学的充实的感觉,

25.慢慢的才知道,手机是别人有事找你的时候用的,并不是为了交流感情的

26.慢慢的才知道,可以不把所有人当朋友,但千万不能把一个人当敌人,至少可以当同学,

27.慢慢的才知道,玩你能玩的起的,玩不起的千万别玩,不然会输的什么都没有,

28.慢慢的才知道,快乐常常来自回忆,而痛苦常常来自于回忆与现实的差距,

29.慢慢的才知道,那些嘻哈打闹只是消遣而已,而过往的抽烟打架更是无知.

30.慢慢的才知道,有很多人的想法与做法你无法理解,或是根本不知道他在想什么,千万别在那揣摩或者瞎猜,那样会让自己累,既然人家要保持神秘感那就让人家保持去啊,自己又不是占卜师,

31.慢慢的才知道,不要把自己想的有多高,没有绝对性的胜利,也没有绝对性的失败

32,慢慢的才知道,生活是有很多不公平的,你一定要正视,相信实力和群众的眼睛,

33.慢慢的才知道,兄弟情义有时候未必是想像的那么美好,只有自己真心付出,才有可能得到别人的真心对待.

34.慢慢的才知道,有的人不断的算计,到头还来是会输的很惨,所以应当保持一个平和的心!

35.慢慢的才知道,有的事情不是自己所愿意的,但是有的事情必须得去完成,那也是对自己的一段特训.

36,慢慢的才知道,原来两个人在一起或真或假,相处的时间还是占据着重要成份.

37.慢慢的才知道,现实根想法的差距,必须要随机应变,跟上生活的步伐!

38.慢慢的才知道,自己也在慢慢长大,不在是小孩子了,适应着每一件事的成长.

39.慢慢的才知道,不要把自己想的有多高,没有绝对性的胜利,也没有绝对性的失败.

40 慢慢的才知道,给人留一线日后好相见的真正意义,没有永远的敌人,只有永远的朋友,凡事不要做的太绝,事情的结局都是用嘴巴说出来的.

41.慢慢的才知道,不管玩的多好的朋友都有可能失去,但是我们还是要乐观面对,若是真的把他(她)当作自己的朋友就应该为他(她)祝福.遥望!只是做自己所做的。

42慢慢的才知道,自己在慢慢接受社会了,所以也要慢慢学会适应。就这样,我慢慢的长大了…

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Too bad!

24th April 2011

It is a tire weekend, with nothing to do in the past 3 days. Actually I just don't want to have any activity...the best is lie on the bed, no need to do anything, with the one I love the most..Enjoy the quiet weekend. I miss the period... Honestly, I miss.

But...Some of the times, I really don't know what I should go for and what I should do. It seems like what I wished and I what I wanted will never come true.

Someone come to me and says that, We are blind when we are doing something that is important to us. Just because we are blind, that is why we are not able to make a correct and accurate decision on the right times, I agreed.

I just don't understand why this kind of stupid stuff will come to me and irritate me for a long term period...I am so grateful that I am still alive without anything happen to me. For all the times I been faces, I learnt a lot but I am not mature and strong enough. I hate myself...that I kept chasing something that not belongs to me. Seriously, I hate!

I hide too much of negative thing inside my heart and there have no happiness to cheer me up. Not even one...

The first whole month I came over to Sg for my new life, I been cried and cried for the whole month. I feel so painful to leave my hometown, my family, my parent, my beloved friends and jimui, and the one I love the most. I really have no choice to come out such decision. Me, alone. A girl. Just a girl. I leave my hometown and learn to face all the problem alone, learn to face all the thing that I have to. I do have my beloved brother with me, but he have his own life and he is no longer with me to take care of me, I feel so lonely and painful.

The most painful is to leave the one I love the most and separate from each other...who wants this kind of life? No matter how strong the person can be, he or she will never wants this kind of life. I can guarantee. Including myself. The purpose behind the scene to come ever to Sg alone,it is complicated.

There have too many negative thing that happened in the past 1 year, the birthday I had is the worst in my life... I wish in the coming birthday, a brand new start that can bring happiness to my life... I really wish... I hate the feeling that to be THROW by some one...I really HATE~~~

Monday, April 11, 2011

突如其来的惊喜

11th April 2011

一整天下来,忙的不可开交。从早上到放工,完全没有一刻是走得开的。完全没有觉得累,相反的,还觉得时间怎么过得那么快,好像什么都没有做到就放工了。加班是免不了的事。

时间过得真快,在懊恼着要做到什么时候时,JJ走了过来,说是要我陪他去吃晚餐,便随口答应了。怎知道他又说吃饭前得先去乌节路的商场逛街买东西,说是给M姐和KK买礼物。既然答应了他一起用餐,就顺着一起去了。

跟着他到乌节路商场逛街,买了M姐和KK的礼物,他说反正我的生日也将近,就要我也挑一个我喜欢的礼物。这家伙也真是的。。。说是要我挑自己喜欢的。结果我挑的他还觉得不好。硬是要我挑他觉得好的那个来给我当礼物。不过说实在的,我很喜欢他选的那个。。。真的很特别,也很漂亮。买完了礼物他还要我继续去逛街,这家伙还拼命的带我去逛衣服鞋子专卖店de。走了没多久又换了另一家商场。虽然时候不早了,但是基于我们都还没有觉得饿,况且我们也不知道要吃什么好,就继续在那里游荡。

没一阵子,他说要带我到一家日本餐厅尝尝,反正我也没有意见就跟他的意见到日本餐厅去。这家餐厅,简单又朴素的,是这里有名的日本餐厅。我觉得这家店子还蛮不错的,东西也好很吃。

吃完饭后,JJ还说要送我回家,觉得很不好意思要麻烦他的,我说自己回去就可以了。他却说反正这时间又不会塞车,就不要我自己去搭地铁的。怎么搞到今天好像是他来陪我逛街的。。。

要到停车场的途中,远处飘来了栗子的味道,他像小孩子似的忽然停下了脚步,然后往栗子的方向走去。二话不说的就买了两包。闻了闻,说那栗子的味道很香。突然觉得一个大男生,怎么可以那么可爱。。。受不了。。。又觉得他很好笑。

要到家的那个路口,想说要请他吃刚刚的那餐饭,以答谢他送了我那么贵重的礼物。怎知道他却说怕我生日那天,他会在外工作,不能一起庆祝。今天就当是提前替我庆祝生日。他这样又礼物又吃饭又送我回家的,搞到我也不好意识了。

临下车前,他还把一包栗子塞给我,说味道不错要我尝尝。说不过他,唯有乖乖收下了。。。看着他的车子开走了,我才往家里的路走去。

今天晚上的节目,还真的是出乎意料。。。但还是要谢谢他给了我一个那么丰富的晚餐与那么贵重的生日礼物

谢谢你,JJ。

可别小看这个keychain,TROIKA可是德国进口的名牌。这样一个小小的竟然要花上好几十块新币。若不是跟着JJ一起去,我还真的不信这样的东西居然要那么贵。

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Festive Greeting - Jokes

8th April 2011

Dear friend,

Have a fantastic weekend!!!
Truly Malaysian

How the 3 races buy a car...
Chinese will ask: Boss ah, resale value good or not?
Malay will ask: Encik, minyak satu tank brapa ringgit?
Indians will ask: Inche, ini kereta brapa orang buleh masuk?


What does CIMB bank stand for?
Cina India Melayu Bank

When Hari Raya comes close to Chinese New Year, they call it 'Kongsi Raya'
When Hari Raya comes close to Deepavali, they call it 'Deeparaya'
When Chinese New Year comes close to Deepavali, they call it 'Kongsi Gelap'

Q : Why cant the indians win the world cup?
A: Every time they get a corner,they set up a mamak stall.


Dating Malay, Chinese, and Indian chicks.
Malay girl
1st date: You get to hold hands
2nd date: You get a goodbye kiss.
3rd date: You both get caught by JAIS.

Chinese girl
1st date: You take her to a restaurant.
2nd date: You take her to an expensive restaurant.
3rd date: You take her to a very expensive restaurant and buy her a diamond necklace. You get to hold her hand later that night.

Indian girl
1st date: You meet her parents.
2nd date: She meets your parents.
3rd date: Wedding night.


Chinese "practice" for Simple Living :
1 - One Wife
2 - Two Children
3 - Three Bedroom Condo
4 - Four Wheels
5 - Five Figure Salary

Malays "practice" to Simple Living:
5 - Five Children
4 - Four Wives
3 - Three Figure Salary
2 - Two Wheels
1 - One-Storey Link House

In Malaysia ...
If you're not lazy, you're not Malay,
If you're not greedy, you're not Chinese,
If you don't get drunk every night, you're not Indian~~~

SPM level?

8th April 2011

Instructions:

1. Read the passage carefully

2. Grade yourself with the grading system at the end of the passage after reading.

3. Not that difficult, chin chai do lah !



Section A: Orrler Exeminetion (60 marks)


Question:
Singalella why become rich ?



Koo zhar wu chee ay char bor kia, Singalella.

She got two sisters, but the stepmarder and the sisters all damn kuai-lan, so she quite zhia-lat oso.

Last time Singalella got own maid, but now she become the amah.

Everyday must cook lah, clean lah, simi sai mah bao-kah-liao.

If her sister say liak kar zhuak, she liak.

Tak jit zho kah tau-hin.

EPF poon boh.

But then, kay piak eh ah-pek got one son call Ah Ming got party.

So he say, 'oeh, long chong lai ah.'

Singalella very happy because she never go party before but then her step-marder say, 'Lee Mana eh-sai kee, this one bahru lu eh sisters wu standard.'

Then Singalella must zho sui-sui for her sisters and step-marder.

Tap pai how, buay zhia, buay koon and buay pang-sai.

That night she only can wave bye bye and then she go back to the kitchen and cook Maggi mee.

Her neighbour came over and ask, 'Eh, an-zhua lu boh kee party?'

So Singaalella kong, 'I-wan, lau-bu kong buay-sai, so boh pian.'

She never expect but the neighbour say, 'Aiyah, kee lah, I give you money.'

So singalella brush teef and zhang-zhui, chen-kor, after that look very different.

She quickly run to opposite of the beh-chia-lor, already 11 o'clock.

At the party, Ah Ming also quite sian because the char bor all boh sui one.

Dance floor even got one ah pek dancing.

Just as Ah Ming told himself, 'Aiyah see-pay zhia-lat', Singalella came in.

Ah Ming straight away lau nuar.

'Wah-lau eh, see-pay heng ah, chee kor buay pai.'

Ah Ming say to Singalella, 'eh, sui eh, wah ai kah lee zho flen!'

Singalella say ok but Ah Ming like octopus, touch here touch there.

But then just it was 12 o'clock, one ah pek die on the dance floor.

He become ghost and tell Singalella all the good 4D number.

So after that Singalella quickly go and buy 4D, and then tiok tau-pio, zhit-pak ban.

So she pay back the kay-piak eh lau-kay-poh and then kah kee cho sen-lee.

Simi kuan eh sen-lee wah mana eh zhai.



Section B: Grades - Gauge Your command of Hokkien....

A1. Can understand the story and pronounce Hokkien correctly.

Hokkien eh sai, bo beh zao.


A2. Can understand half story and/or cannot pronounce Hokkien properly.

zhia lat


E8. Don't understand story and/or catch no ball.

leow leow, mai ka lang kong you is Hokkien Lang


F9. Don't understand rating.

kee see lah, wah mana eh zhai lee kong simi?

Friday, April 8, 2011

Walk @lone

8th April 2011

It bean a long time that I didn't update my blog, since today I have some time for myself to release my feeling and thinking here, I catch up the time…

The life that I having now that make me feel depress. Maybe I should feel happy and always satisfied with what I'm having now. There have no comparison since humans do not have any guideline or I should say humans have no limitation in chasing their dream. Humans, non-stopping to compare with others.

In this kind of situation, we force to upgrade ourself just like how you upgrade your weapon when you are playing a game. In reality, we are weapon. Else, we have no way to fight with others.

I seen a lot of thing that happening surrounding me. When I think back, I really appreciate all the thing I owned. I am strict to myself just to make myself become more powerful and strong enough to face my future. As we know, life is not easy and when we are alone, we are weak enough to do whatever thing. When you are lucky, you found someone who willing to walk together with you, but one day, he leave you alone and walk away from you, how you going to continue your life in the rest of the times?

Human are lonely because they build walls instead of building bridge, but I do build a bridge and a road provided with the transportations, I found no one to walk together with me or even walk towards me… how sad and pity this is can be?

I am such a failure. At least, there have no one willing to walk towards me.