Been long time didn't update my blog; there have nothing to share since I have the super busy life now.
If not
because of the sick, I might still have my busy life in the office. Been so
many days, I am still the same; sick alone make me think of a lot of thing that
cause my condition become worst. Lying on the bed not even have energy to wake
up… today super weak that is why I been slept for the whole day and I am able
to recover some of my energy.
The first
thing I wake up from the sleep is cry.
Cry as
hard as I can.
Cry as
much as I can.
Cry as
silent as I can.
Cry as
sad as I can…
Cry as
possible as I can.
I am forgotten
about the pain of gastric… even I feel so weak now and I am struggling… the
pain in the heart… indescribable.
I am
really looking for the one who are able to comfort me… I always dreaming of if I
am able to encounter somebody at a corner, a place or a street and he will come
to me and hold me tightly and say to me: I will never let you go…
I need a
holiday badly... if you are able to appear there, I will see you there…
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