Wednesday, September 30, 2009

一夜情

30th Septmeber 2009

虽说:男人与女人是来自不同星球的两种动物。可当这两种史上最充满爆发性的动物碰在一起后,这所谓的火花可不是闹着玩的。众所周知,这比看烟花的花火还要叫人期待。

在酒吧里,男人自个儿的坐着,手尖在那杯喝了一个时辰都还没喝完的威士忌杯口不停的转。眼睛却不停的在四周环视。发现方圆五百里都没有猎物。有点泄气,心里盘算着再等它一个三五分钟。再没有收获,,就立即闪人。

就在没有意识要留下的情况下,男人发现一点钟的方向,来了一个丰满的女人。样貌不太清晰,只知道女人有着圆滑却丰满的身段。男人二话不说的就拿起磨了很久的威士忌杯子往目标走去。

男人还没开口询问,女人倒大方的请他坐下。在只有几厘米的距离下,男人看见女人瓜子脸有大大的眼睛,长长的睫毛,高高的鼻子,樱桃的小嘴,隐约间还闻到了一股淡淡的香水味。女人嘴角微微上翘,喝着还冻的饮料。另一只手的尾指还时不时有意无意地触碰男人。男人虽然意识到危机,但男人是喜欢冒险的动物。。。于是就不管三七二十一的就与女人搭上了。

二十分钟后,男人女人已经迫不及待地在繁忙都市的其中一间旅馆里翻云覆雨。女人也不是省油的灯,把男人逼得快疯了,非要把他的精力消耗尽才肯罢休。终于,男人跨了。。。累得睡在女人的身边。动也不动的一直到天亮。。。醒来后,男人意兴阑珊的起身伸了伸懒腰。看看身边的空位,有点疑惑,因为女人不见了。女人只在男人的床边,放了一张纸条。男人看后,嘴角微微翘起,穿了衣服就退了房。
你很猛,你让我留念了。
去拿车时,从裤带拿出钥匙时,另一张纸条又掉了出来。乍看之下,原来是酒店房客里的纸张。男人捡起纸张,打开来看,是女人的字迹。他认得,因为他刚看过同样的字迹。

女人同样的给男人留了言。同样的字条,同样的字迹,同样的男人与同样的女人,但这次男人不笑了。。。女人的字让男人傻了眼。。。
上个月你在同样的酒吧迷奸了一个女孩,之后你与几位朋友一起分享了那个女孩。你应该还记得吧?那女孩因为那次恶劣的性行为而得到了阳性的反应。今天,是时候还给你了。还认得我吗?

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

忙碌的面试

29th September 2009

这个月,公司忙着请人,人事部忙得很。每天打电话来应征的从20出头到55岁的多不胜数。光是在网站申请的,就有的让负责人忙得透不过气。

我个人面试的要诀:除了要细阅candidates的履历外,还要了解他们现有的工作背景与经验。我比较重视个人的工作表现与动力。。至于价钱,它是重要的因素之一-这是老板最关心的事。

安排了好多好多的应征者来面试,这个星期五的空档就已经被预约满了。从早上的10点开始一直到5点都没有停。除了下午两个小时的午餐可以休休息息、 吃吃饭外,接下来就是要好好的面试。。。

昨天,有个人打电话来询问,接着就e了他的履历表给我。我还来不及看,今天他又来电问我收到了没,可以给他来面试什么的一大堆问题。我于心不忍,又把他放进我的预约表。就这样,星期五都被预约满了。

最不忍心看到他们失望的表情。我的良心是温的。不是“凉”的。所以看到他们失望的样子,我还真的会难过。也觉得很抱歉。。。真是的,坏人都是由我来做!讨厌!讨厌!讨厌!难过!难过!难过!

希望大家来应征时,好好准备。踢你出去,我也不想的。。。

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

我的猫猫

23th September 2009

这几天都忙着家里的事物,帮妈妈的忙不多,可捣蛋却很多。凌乱的家具与用品把我都掩埋了,埋在自己的东西里,七零八乱的。。。收上好一整天。一样样的丢了又捡,捡了又丢的弄了好一整天。实在看不下去。。。

虽然如此,但我再整理时,也找到了我遗失的东西。。我遗失很久的小猫猫。。。好开心。。。当我还是一个小宝宝的时候,这个猫猫就跟在我身边了。妈妈怕不见,于是在我小学时就把它收了起来一直到大学时,妈妈才给回我。可是, 我为了怕把它弄不见,就把它东存西放的。到最后,自己放在那里都忘了。。。找了很久、很久。。。

终于。。。我找到了。。。

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

沉思

14th September 2009

这样的事情已经不是第一次了。辗转难眠的夜里,我还能怎么样。。。

缘分的天空,又怎么能少了我呢?

最近,感觉很密。好像不知觉会有人跑来提起他。而且是常常都会有人提起他又或者Indirectly跟他有些关系。摸不着头脑,又不信邪的。。。缘分的分子,照理应该不会理我才对。。。

那天,Victor问起我Henry呢。。我第一个反应是:他怎么会问?哦,原来我忘了他和他是classmate。真大头虾。。。只是简单的说:“我们分开了。”既清楚、简单又毫无瓜葛的答案最让人心寒。

今天,kk突然问起我感情的事。他问我Henry过后,我有没有再遇见什么人的。。。我说没有。他似乎充满疑惑的向我再次确认。。。这些事,没有什么好隐瞒的,而且又不是见不得人。如果我有,准不会像艺人那样东躲西藏的。。。

我与自己有个约定。一段感情结束后的一年内,都不会开始另一段感情。以前是,现在是,将来也是。

最主要的原因是我尊重我的另一半。不想让别人觉得我们之间有第三者或有损他名誉的事。。。这绝对是我对他的尊重与感情所能做的一点点。感情显然不是一天说散就散,说分就分。如果今天分开,下个星期就有新欢。。。这样的感情。。。就像被心爱的人欺骗一样。那种疼痛的感觉,最骗不了人。

时过境迁,我依然还放不开,还是很在乎这一切。感情本来就是这样。笨笨的。。。做傻事一流!明知道无聊,还是要做!明知道很废,还是傻傻的跟着去。。。因为跟心爱的人在一起,做什么都会愿意与乐意。

两个固执的人在一起,就要互相忍让与包容。忘了是那个男性朋友对我说的:男生会无条件的包容自己心爱的女生。再忙,也会抽时间见个面,拨通电话聊聊天。。。你会看到你的男人自动自发的为你付出。

我不反对,也不同意。因为有些男生,就真的不懂得表达自己。如果真的要这么说。那么,如果他可以长时间不找你,不包容你,不为你牺牲。。。是不是代表他不爱你了?
不不不。。。也许,我的他。。。比较后知后觉吧。。。不擅于表达自己。。。朋友说我自欺欺人。。。我有吗?真是的。。。也许,也许,也许,一年前的我们,都不适合吧。。。

KK说这样很好,因为我跟谁都还可以是朋友,而且还那么在乎对方。。。
*p/s:哈哈。。说穿我是没有人要才扮成这样的。。。ok!

沉思

微风轻轻掠过,
雨点悄悄滑落,
沉重的心 特别容易难过

包袱重重在后,
心理沉沉的痛,
我的感觉 为何你不会懂

时光快快闪过,
回忆遥遥坠落,
坚强的人 此刻特别寂寞

长夜漫漫落寞,
呼吸静静陪我,
相爱的人 一定会有结果

Monday, September 14, 2009

Bonus Weekend

12th September 2009

Boring weekend bring nothing to me... early in the morning I have no date since I have no car...while I am day dreaming, Dolfnn date me for shopping..but too bad, I have no car so I cannot be with her since the place is far from my house..

After that, Chris date me to have a tea with him, hmm, this 1 very near my house so can just go...cause I have no car, so have to ask my Aunt to help me out..

During the tea with Chris, another 2 person come to us which is his housemate and housemate's girlfriend. The world is really small..this is because his housemate and housemates girlfriend are my friends..which is Victor and Susan.

During night time, my god brother have a date with Susan and she ask me join them. In the end, all of us went for Steamboat..brother ask Susan don't tell me that he going to bring his new girlfriend and introduce to me but Susan told..muhaha...no surprise..but have fun..

This weekend, can consider a Bonus Weekend since I have no date at first, but in the end, it full with programme and we chat a lot until midnight...the funny thing happened... My God Brother - Vincent Chionh said scare me will lost then ask me to follow his car and he lead the way...mana tau, in the end...I am the one...who lead him back...muhaha...

This weekend, really have fun..Wish everyone have nice weekend...

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

day @ Equatarial Hotel

6th September 2009

After a big whole day busy with my staff and some family staff, I was tire like mad and lie on bed from 3pm++ and straight away I fall sleep until 5pm++.. Once I wake up, I found that I was late..I have a nice schedule with my God sister at Equatorial Hotel.

Within 5 minutes, I rushing to keep my belongings and get myself ready for our activity. I date her at 530pm but I slept until 520pm. Until she message me, I just get up from my bed..hehe..padum muka to rush...

This is the 1st time I go to Equatorial Hotel to swim, Jagushi, Steam and Sauna...last time was in Renaissance Hotel and this time we change to Equatorial Hotel.

Feel so nice to steam myself in the steam room and the Sauna room. The nicer for me is the Jaguchi...swimming pool was a little bit dirt compare with Renaissance Hotel. About the fitness, I don't know the condition about Equatorial Hotel since we have no time to go for Fitness. Renaissance Hotel Fitness was nice...

AFter Whole night activity, guess what...we went for a heavy dinner - Steamboat...Tom Yam Steamboat...Our favorite food..muhaha..ah jie said so wasted..cause we susah payah went to exercise in the end, we take heavy food..

Muhaha...ah jie, now don't want to eat, you want to wait until when to eat? hehe..nice day to have a nice activity at Equatorial Hotel..

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Island cafe during National day..

31st Aug 2009

This year National day there have nothing in the town. No gathering, no celebration, no programme and have nothing due to the H1N1 issue.

The only thing everyone of us will feel happy I think that is because of the Holiday. After a nice nap along the journey, I am so energetic and started to find some programme for my day.

In the end, I have a date with Terrance at Island cafe just to hang out with him and release some bad feeling on me.

We have a lot of mind share and some of our though are same. So, we exchange our life story and childhood happiness...until current life issue.He asked me about my relation, I was stuck and don't know how to start it. I told him can we just skip this issue and he is very gentlemen without ask for the reason, we skip it.

After a moment,I felt so sorry to escape from it since he told me all of his thing and I like cheating him without do any sharing. So, I just highlight the main point and I asked him a Question. He give me a good answer and his though. I am glad...

This Question I have been asking myself day by day for so many time and even I know that the Question and the problem shouldn't place all on me but I will still think and analysis is that my problem, am I really did it wrongly and etc. After his answer and opinion, I think from now onward I can really let go those happened on me. Just because that is not the way I should be and I should have with some others human. I not dare to said with my full heart but at least I work hard.

Was chatting with him for so many thing...family, relation and whatever it is. In the end, he comment that I am just too easy to trust people. Sometime will let some bad human come to me hurt me and treat me bad. I am glad that he willing to share with me those silly story until midnight 1am.

Actually I don't know how to describe my feeling on that. I will only trust my friend instead of stranger. My family and Future Life partner, I will trust 1000000..........% in the rest of my life. Maybe I am really silly especially when someone trying to cheat me or lie to me. By the way, if live in a place which full with suspect and doubtful...I rather trust my friends. They want to cheat me or not, that is nothing to do...

For me, if You never want to trust people who surrounding you, you making them suffer and you will never happy and you will never get true love as well...( of course don't overload! eg: you have a ugly hairstyle but your friend still praise you and said: Nice nice..it look like Andy Lau...then you can just go to Slap your friend!)

*p/s: of course it is in a normal situation. Special cases are not included in this statement. If you know that fellow got some bad action on you and you still want to trust on him or her...you can go to bang your head with Tofu...that is what silly and STUPID called!!!

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Read on, this is very interesting!

1. *When do you feel your best...*

A) in the morning
B) during the afternoon and early evening
C) late at night


2. *You usually walk...*

A) fairly fast, with long steps
B) fairly fast, with little steps
C) less fast head up, looking the world in the face
D) less fast, head down
E) very slowly


3. *When talking to people you...*

A) stand with your arms folded
B) have your hands clasped
C) have one or both your hands on your hips
D) touch or push the person to whom you are talking
E) ;play with your ear, touch your chin, o r smoo th your hair


4... *When relaxing, you sit with...*

A) your knees bent with your legs neatly side by side
B) your legs crossed
C) your legs stretched out or straight
D) one leg curled under you

5. *When something really amuses you, you react with... *

A) big appreciated laugh
B) a laugh, but not a loud one
C) a quiet chuckle
D) a sheepish smile

6. *When you go to a party or social gathering you..... *

A) make a loud entrance so everyone notices you
B) make a quiet entrance, looking around for someone you know
C) make the quietest entrance, trying to stay unnoticed


7. * You're working very hard, concentrating hard, and you're
interrupted... *

A) welcome the break
B) feel extremely irritated
C) vary between these two extremes


8. *Which of the following colors do you like most... *

A) Red or orange
B) black
C) yellow or light blue
D) green
E) dark blue or purple
F) white
G) brown or gray

9. * When you are in bed at night, in those last few moments before going
to sleep you are...*

A) stretched out on your back
B) stretched out face down on your stomach
C) on your side, slightly curled
D) with your head on one arm
E) with your head under the covers




10. * You often dream that you are...** *

A) falling
B) fighting or struggling
C) searching for something or somebody
D) flying or floating
E) you usually have dreamless sleep
F) your dreams are always pleasant







*POINTS:*


*1. (a) 2 (b) 4 (c) 6 *
*2. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 7 (d) 2 (e) 1** *
*3. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 5 (d) 7 (e) 6 *
*4. (a) 4 (b) 6 (c) 2 (d) 1 *
*5.. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 2 *
*6. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 2 *
*7. (a) 6 (b) 2 (c) 4 *
*8. (a) 6 (b) 7 (c) 5 (d) 4 (e) 3 (f) 2 (g) 1 *
*9. (a) 7 (b) 6 (c) 4 (d) 2 (e ) 1 *
*10 (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 6 (f) 1 *

*Now add up the total number of points. *

*OVER 60 POINT:** Others see you as someone they should "handle with care".
You're seen as vain, self-centered, and who is extremely dominant. Others
may admire you, wishing they could be more like you, but don't always trust
you, hesitating to become too deeply involved with you. *

*51 TO 60 POINTS**: Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather
impulsive personality, a natural leader, who's quick to make decisions,
though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome,
someone who will try anything once, someone who takes chances and enjoys an
adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you
radiate. *

*41 TO 50 POINTS**: Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing,
practical, and always interesting, someone who's constantly in the center of
attention, but sufficiently well balanced not to let it go to their head.
They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding, someone who'll
always cheer them up and help them out. *

*31 TO 40 POINTS:** Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful &
practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a
person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely
loyal to friends you do make and who expects the same loyalty in return.
Those who really get to know you, realize it takes a lot to shake your
trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over
if that trust is ever broken. *

*21 TO 30 POINTS:** Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They
see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It
would really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively*
*or on the spur of the moment, expecting you to examine everything carefully
from every angle and then, usually decide against it. They think this
reaction is caused partly by your careful nature. *

*UNDER 21 POINTS:** People think you are shy, nervous, and indecisive,
someone who needs looking after, who always wants someone else to make the
decisions and who doesn't want to get involved with anyone or anything! They
see you as a worrier who always sees problems that don't exist. Some people
think you're boring. Only those who know you well, know that you aren't. *

TRY this..personality test

1) There is a very, very tall coconut tree and there are 4 animals.
King Kong, an Ape, an Orangutan and a Monkey pass by.

They decide to compete to see who is the fastest to get a banana off the tree.

Who do you guess will win?


Your answer will reflect your personality.


Think carefully . . .
Try and answer within 30 seconds



Got your answer?








If your answer is:

Orangutan
= you're sick

Ape
= you need a break

Monkey
= worse, you suppose to be in the hospital right now..

King Kong
= I think you better take 1 year leave..
.......



Why?! ????
















.......





A Coconut tree doesn't have bananas!


Obviously you're stressed and overworked.

Take some time off and relax!

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Working day update...

24th Aug 2009

Whole day in office, my work is not to check on client account but clean up my office. BOSS asked me how many assistance I needed, so he will send me the candidates resume for me to select on it. I feel so tire with all this unknown comers but as Boss asked, I have to become the 1 to select my assistance.

So funny, he asked me how many I going to hire, I replied:"3-5 also can!"
He looked at me and said:"One help you to fax, one help you to Photostat, one help you to carry thing and the rest what you wants them to do for you?"
I was laugh like mad in the office as he can be so creative...

Was busy with my assistance to clean up the office as we have a lot of files need to be arrange and we need to clean the office's room. Boss said want to take off 1 of my table. ( I using 2 tables now) I was so angry with that since I have a lot of thing there and of course I need more space. Within a second, I straight away I asked him what for you take off my table and he said he going to let me sit in the room. So he wants separate my current table into 2 seat for the new worker.

I feel so surprise as he going to do this and this is why he asked me to clean up the room...but I prefer to sit at outside so at least it doesn't look like I been quarantine from others and at least I know what my assistance actually doing right in front of me...

But in the end, I just kept quiet and pretend I don't know and not going to care about it...as I knows what he wants to do next...he really very clever on doing all this thing...no wonder he so rich...

Thursday, August 20, 2009

真恨拿我做交易的人

21st Aug 2009

一整天下来,工作并不多。无聊到有电梯不用,从十多楼走楼梯下去。而且还连续走了好几趟的。。。一层层的走下去,心里就一层层的深陷下去。。。杂乱的思维,让我只顾着想事情而没有专心的看路,差点就差错了脚。这如果摔了下去,我可要滚十多圈才会到。。。这样很累哦。。。

突然来电,让我气坏了。。。有人竟然利用我的近况来做交易。怕自己尴尬,就把我拖下水。把我从一根小草,变成一大主角。这样拿我来做交易,还反问我,我不说,别人不会说吗?别人是别人,你是你。这差别很大!别人杀人,你怎么不杀?别人放火,你怎么不放?别人问你,你就一定要答吗?

我最讨厌别人随便透露我的隐私、闯进我的范围,尤其是在还没有得到我的批准以前,就连踏入我的房间没有咨询我也不可以。如果这个人那么做,他将会被我隔离。我很抗拒别人进入我的范围而没有事先询问我。这样的举动会让我很没有安全感。除非我开口请你进。不然,不要假厉害的以为你跟我很熟就可以利用我、探索我的隐私!

如果还有下次,我会毫不犹豫地与你断绝来往。。。毕竟,那已经是第二次了。。。

最近发生的事真的太多了,我不想再挡在前面了。。。有谁可以挡在我的前面吗???

改装的跑车

20th Aug 2009

昨晚与Terrance一起喝茶。wow...坐上他那1.6引擎的改装跑车,真的让我回味无穷。他除了改了些外壳,还在车内作了些改装。

超低的座位,白亮眩目的车底、车内灯,闪耀的Meter表与计算表、震震入心的引擎声。。。他的靓仔, 真的炫极了!车子虽然不是改得很多,但它胜在有超低的重心,1.6的引擎,避震功能很好,车子不太凶也很好控制。昨天晚上,在没有车辆的大道上风驰电掣的飞奔。。。感觉超赞的!

我还是第一次坐上这样的改装跑车,真的很炫!虽然,他改的并不多,也不奢侈,但感觉真的很棒!下次有机会,我可要帮他的靓仔拍照。。。

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

预想不到的事

18th Aug 2009

前几天,由于ASSOCIATE公司需要人手,因为生意上的利益,老板逼于无奈,不想得罪那里的老板,于是就把我的助理调了过去。那里的老板,几次都追着我的老板要人,老板在无计可施下,就妥协了。结果,最无辜的事我。。。他现在,就拼命的叫我再找找新人。我明白老板的苦衷与为难,但要我又从新的训练新人,这并不是一两天就能办到的事。

助理走了几天,老板依然定时的向ASSOCIATE的老板要人,但那里的老板却说我的助理不想回来。午饭时间,老板竟然无聊到跑来问我是不是我对助理太严厉、要求太高,导致他不想回来。我真的是无话可说。助理闯祸、 文件不懂、善后手尾,都是我一一包办,老板竟然问我这样的问题。

其实助理不想回公司的原因是因为不喜欢老板。。。ok!!!老板竟然还敢跑来问我。。。


今天放工回家,助理打了电话给我,问我有没有想他。我被他气不会死。问他工作还好吗,他竟然反问回我还需不需要他。他说,只要我点头,他会回来帮我。我觉得很欣慰。他竟然两个老板都不跟,就只跟我。。。我真的做梦也没想到。。。

我真的被这三个男人整死了。。。不过还是要谢谢助理对我的忠心与信任。。。他的确帮了我很多很多。。。

Sunday, August 16, 2009

蓝牙寻求记

16th Aug 2009

星期日,很累,呆在家休息是最好不过的事了。不过,蓝牙不见了,我很是心疼。趁着今天要逛很多家的电脑店。我就踏上了我的蓝牙寻求之旅。

其实今天,除了要买点hardware之外,最主要是帮我的好友-郑医生,看看电话。她看了几家,我就去帮帮眼。一路经过很多家的电脑店与手机店。不由自主地往前去寻问,看看有没有我遗失蓝牙的那款。无数的大小户商店都被我一家一家的询问了。这跟电影的没两样。当你决心的要找回一样东西时,你真的不会觉得累。。。今天,最少都逛了80家。也是我目前为止,逛得最多的一次。

看了好多好多家都没有看到我原先的那款。顿时,失落与无奈一起来找我。。。很是失望的。。。那么多家,我居然一家都碰不上。。。

我真的很希望可以再找回我那遗失的蓝牙。。。那么这遗失的美好,就会变得很有意义。。。起码,对我而言是一种无限量的意义。。。

如果现在可以看到它,那该多好。。。。

Saturday, August 15, 2009

遗失的美好

14th Aug 2009

蓝牙在不知觉中不见了。。。找了近1个多月,还是找不着。那天Terrance把车交还给我时,我还拼命的在车里乱找。他说,他并没有看到。。。我听了,很失落,因为连唯一的希望也没有了。。。

这个蓝牙对我的意义很是特别,不见了,我很是心疼。觉得可惜的当而,其中的意义更是让我难过无比。。。也许这就是缘分,不见了是否也等于失去了、结束了、遗忘了。。。

我真的很希望可以找回我的蓝牙。。。买回同样的,那当中的意义就不同了。。。这样的感觉,就会随着遗失的意外而不见了。。。但我依然不想把这样的感觉遗忘,也许,我从来就没有放弃过这样的感觉。。。但愿我的蓝牙,会再回到我的身边。毕竟,它跟了我那么久。。。我真的爱它。。。